Yura's POV
"Sit down 'Aurora'!" he mentioned my name emphatically, this is the first time he raised his voice to me
And I'm scared ...
My chest is throbbing too much because of nervousness ...
Mom help!
"Who's that guy !?" I looked up at him, mixed with frustration at the tone of his speech and the way he looked at me, it seemed like I dissapointed him
"Dad..ok, Im trying to call you many times to get me from school because its getting late but you're not responding. .he saw me so I went with him "I try to be calm but the confusion in my voice still disappears because the words that come out of my mouth to explain..maybe everyone who explains feels like this
"Are you friends?" I was stunned, it's not because we are friends..it's better to be called just acquaintances or we are schoolmates. I shook "Then why do you let yourself go with Him! .." I was overwhelmed in the seat because of his sudden shouting and that added to the nervousness I was feeling
"Hon why are you shouting?" from above mom peeked up the stairs she was carrying a basket that probably contained dirty clothes, my eyes were dim when I looked at her..asking for help.
After a while she went down
"What's happening Hon? ... Yura?" she turned to me when Dad did'nt answer
"Mom please believe me I really don't have anything to ride so I agreed to go with him, I have no intention of harming myself ---
"If I dont responding, why didn't you call your mom then ?!" Dad interrupted what I was saying. Mom, on the other hand, is confused exchanging her eyes with me and dad
"Can you explain to me what is happening? .. I'm tired of guessing" it was obvious from mom's tone that she was a little annoyed
"That daughter of yours..come with an unknown man what if she is not taken home of that guy" he whispered in the sense "or maybe that man is your boyfriend so it will be easy for you to go with him--
"Dad!" I couldn't stop my voice from rising because of that accusation "..that's not true!"
"Why are you shouting on me!" He barely approached me "I'm still your Dad, Aurora!" I know he's angry..I can see in his aura. Although I was also shocked by my rudeness, I looked down at my folded hands
"yeah your my dad, but why are you having a hard time believing me" there I felt tears forming in the corner of my eye, I bent down even more so that they would not notice it.
I felt they were stunned "I'm going to rest" and I quickly left the living room and ran up to my room I heard mom shout my name but I did not look back, after I locked it I ran to the bed and hugged my pillow and cry
It hurts ..
It looks like small needles are piercing my heart ...
and,
My heart is pounding ..
Why did dad become like that, yes I did to the point that he was just worried but why do we have to get to the point where we are already shouting..hayss
My tears stopped dripping but the weak sobs remained, I slowly got up from the bed and pulled back the thick curtain covering the large window in my room.
I slowly pulled the slidding window open and met the cold air that immediately dried my damp cheeks and eyes. I rested my arms on the ledge and looked up at the sky. .that and the moon is high with its stars are scattered in the dark sky and proud of the radiance ... very beautiful scenery
I also looked back at the moon, its light is attractive even though it is not complete.
How does he feel?
I just want to be the moon, just being upstairs and watching life at night, many will admire me for the beauty of my appearance and the highest that everyone will look at ... isn't that beautiful?
"Hon, just understand our daughter" I heard mom's voice near my room, obviously she was trying to lower her voice but because it also suppressed annoyance it grew stronger "Is that a big deal--
"Yes! That's a big deal for me Aurie!" Dad's voice is loud, he don't care if I hear it or not "... she's big already, she knows what's right and wrong" then I heard a footstep of him leaving
My eyes remained on the door until I could feel the tears streaming down my eyes again.
"Yura, darlin? Have you eaten" three consecutive knocks followed, I did not respond and remained silent crying "Yura? Sweetie?" her voice was worried but I did not respond again, later I also heard mom's footsteps moving away
I let out a series of deep sighs because I was also chasing the breath created by crying
It hurts, that 's always my term in this situation ... it hurts, it' s true.
I heard the doorknob spinning in the room so I immediately looked at it, later it disappeared and I heard the rattle of the key, maybe it was mom and trying to open the door I had locked earlier but before that happened I slowly walked back to my bed I kept stepping and moving so as not to create any noise, I put the blanket up to my waist and closed my eyes as if asleep. Soon the door opened, I felt mom approaching and sinking my bed, an indication that she was sitting
"Sweetie?" he sighed when I did not respond "... Yura hope you'll understand your dad, he just worried ... we're worried! about you. We loves you so much and we can't handle if something bad happens to you .. .hope you'll understand us " I felt the movement of the bed and then she kissed my forehead. She also stayed in my room for a while and left.
I felt for a moment and then slowly opened my eyes. I took a short bath and organized myself to study, even if something like this happened at home, I should not have to carry this kind of problem to school.
I focused my attention on reviewing and did not realize that I had spent a long time studying, when I looked back at my alarm clock that was also on my study table it was past eleven o'clock. I decided to stop and put my things away. Besides, I went to bed, but soon my tummy sounded like it was shouting at me to feed him
I'm sure mom and dad are asleep so I got up and slowly left the room. The surroundings were quiet and most of our lights were off, so I went straight to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to see what else to eat. I saw they kept a dish but it was cold so I just chose to cook.
I got a hotdog and two eggs for that to cook and I just heated the rice. It's also easy to fry them so I made it right away, I made sweet and chili sauce because it's delicious to dip a salty dish. I was in the middle of eating when I felt something coming down the stairs, I couldn't see it because there was a gap but I could hear the footsteps ... I thought maybe it was just mom decided to go down because she saw there was a light down here
Until it was approaching the kitchen when the light illuminated our eyes ... dad, I immediately averted my eyes and felt lonely. My eyes became naughty and felt, it approached the refrigerator behind me and I heard it pour water into the glass
"In case you might choked" the broken glass and the glass of the table collided to make me look at there and then I looked up to look back at dad, his eyes were dim all apologetic ... my heart was touched because of that
I stopped eating first and then turned to him
"D-dad ..." that's all I can say but my voice is screaming at the same time, tears are also making me cry
"I'm sorry sweetie," he hugged me and I did the same "I was just too worried about you, you know I love you so much you are the only one we have ... so I hope you understand your Dad" I felt something drip of water on my shoulder, he was crying
"Dad im sorry too, for being impolite, for shouting at you for not minding what possibilities might happen ... I a-am so s-sorry dad" I cried like a child, he brushed my hair with one of his hand while the other remains hugging me
It is true that when you love someone completely you will be very hurt when you have a misunderstanding, just like my situation with dad .. .I really love him because apart from his loving father to me, he and my mom became my bestfriend so this is how my heart aches because this is the first time this has happened to us
After a warm hug I also easily finished my meal while dad was in front of me smiling and watching me eat
He even helped me wash the dishes, at that moment we even had a Daddy-Daughter bond. I laugh hard as I put a bubble on his face from the sponge he in turn collects water in the palm and washes me
After all we climbed together to the top.
I can't erase the smile on my lips because I think dad and I are okay ... it feels so good, I hope it will always be like this.