(Freya )
Moving on was the right thing for me to do. I'm not the kind of 'There are plenty of fish in the sea' or the kind that says 'the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else' I just had to heal within not to lie to myself .
Saying all those things do nothing to fill in the hole inside you , so I'll just accept it for what it is . I was played and that's it. Who would I be kidding I'm a girl after all, boys do these things all the time. I wasn't going to tie my self-worth to it just like most people after breakups, but mine was the worst. This was the last time I was crying over a man . Men Suck and so does love, I'll never fall inlove again. Living in the past and constantly reminding myself of everything that had happened was really physically tiring and emotionally draining.
I had to let go.
Trully speaking this was taking me no where. Life had given me a second chance at love but I denied my self because of the words that I kept on hearing everytime I thought of giving myself another chance.
This is your fault Marcus, you prick, pervert.You guys remember the pervert I mentioned in the first chapter, that's the person who crumbled my world into pieces. Someday I hope you're going to pay for this. But for now let me let karma do it's thing . The joy of seing you get what you deserve.
And I'm hoping that after moving out I'll forget almost half of the horrible things that have happened while I was here.
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"Ok bye you know where to find me and please keep me updated " I said to Max the PI we'd hired.I didn't want my information falling into the wrong hands. Everyone was a suspect and I had to inform him that I was leaving and give him my new address.
Boxes are staked by the door. Finally getting out of this house is like a breeze of fresh air. It's sad that I had to do it later , I'd actually planned to move out before my mother's death but the after that I've been stuck there.
I couldn't just leave out of the blues and in times of greiving. Bob the truck guy is taking the last of my things. I'm so happy that I'm finally out. Just me and my house not far away from here but I don't want any people bumping into my father , especially dates since they get death stares from my father.
The driver closes the door and drives to my new apartment. Mike hung on to me like his life depended on it .
"Oh I'm going to miss you" he let out a fake sniffle.
"You're not going to fake it now , are you " I said trying to peel his arms around me. And finally he gave in and let me go.
"I love you, and you know where to find me when you miss me ok"
"Yeah yeah I know but things won't be the same without you here, I love you too sis" with that said we hug one last time and get going.
You must be wondering who I'm going with . I know right. I wasn't leaving without her.
'From cradle to box'
Goodbye Sydney and hello Bondi Beach !
(Two weeks back )
Sammy came home in a very bad mood and it didn't only end there.
So was the second day , the third , forth, fifth amd on the sixth I couldn't tolerate it anylonger and today is a Saturday .
She had to tell me what had happend to her.
"What happened to you, you don't seem ok " I ask taking another sip of my orange juice.
"Nothing it's just that , I'm.." She slows down thinking if an excuse I guess .
"Are you tryna think of an excuse cause if you are then don't even think about it. When I find out I'm going to kill you . So spill" ,I treathen seating in a straighter position. What is it that she could be hiding from me.
"Frey.." She protests.
"You are not going to Freya me now aren't you . So better start talking before strangling the hell out of you"
"But you don..." She repeats . When is she going to stop all her protests
"Bu--Bu--t nothing "
"I----" she doesn't give up and continues protesting but I cut her off .
"Now!" I scream trying to sound angry and guess what. It worked.
"Ok thing is huuuh " she lets out a heavy sigh . " Well on Tuesday Mary .. You know . My Boss told me that I was supposed to relocate " and my heart droped at the sound of the last word she said . Why is she moving . And where . Oh My God who am I going to be with ?
" The Agency in Bondi Branch ,I was their next best option to it getting better . And with the moving to the agency in Bondi Beach , you're also going to move to another place . I'm not so happy about it. I love you so much and I don't want you thinking that I chose you over my Job . I get the fact that I'm just a stupid and selfish but whatever way you may feel and think of me please don't hate me . " she sighs after telling me everything
"Ahhhhhh" I squealed . " Are you actually kidding me . That's the best thing I've heard in the longest time I can remember."
"Oh I see .. You hate me already and you want me gone . Freya look I know I was a jerk ass for not telling you but please don't hate me I beg you . You're all I have and the only person which actually understands me what am I actually going you be without you.
I couldn't believe she was begging me right now.
She's so impossible.
"Please " she starts begging .
" Sammy listen to me " I say trying to sound calm because her eyes were now clouded by tears.
"Samantha 'Sammy' Richardson, listen to me . You and I are never going to be separated. You are like no infact you are the sister I never had . And I'm glad to have you in my life. And I'd rather die than think of hurting or hating you because I know that me hating you would be the worst thing that would happen to you . So listen hating you would be the end of me. And next time you think that I'd hate you I'll slap the shit out of your head ok?" She nodded with a smile and while trying to hold back her sobs.
"Now listen to this ,me and you are never going to be separated. Not even Josh was able to do that beacuse me and you had been friends from our mother's bellies and will forever will . Now do me a favor beacuse we're going moving to Bondi beach and-" I wasn't able to complete my sentence beacuse cut me off
"No -no Freya you don't have to move to Bondi beach beacuse of my -" and just like she'd dome earlier I cut her off.
"I will and have to move to Bondi Beach beacuse it is where I was going in the first place and I'm so so so happy that I'm going the with the most amazing friend any girl would ever ask for".
"What !" She squealed and the next thing I knew is that I was tackled down to the floor and someone was hugging the heck out of me.
"Sammy....can't breath" she quickly released me and gave me the best smile.
" Then why didn't you tell me in the first place. I was scared that I was going to lose you. I don't want you having any other best friend besides me ok?" I nodded " but why did it take you so long you could have just said ' Sammy I was also planning on moving there' you scared me I thought I was going to lose you. Don't scare me like that again ok "
"Maybe if you tell me what's bothering you before I even figure out that something's wrong then I would come to your rescue before you think of killing yourself"
"I will . I love you girlfriend "
"I love you more"
I truly wouldn't have asked for anything better than her in the whole wide world. I'd go over and beyond for her.