the time has come after work me and billy go to the cafe in new york, have a seat jill yeah billy, waiter i like beef steak, and what about you i like steak too. and don't forget wine please. jeeeh i was in trouble jill my companny in near bankrup you know jill liabiliteis and our cash flows not balance. yeah be patience billy maybe you just stress up after working. yeah maybe jill.
that why i think i need dinner with someone special right now. oh dear you call me special billy yeah i think so you're always be there for me and cheer me up jill. you're kindly and friendly. i like that. ohh... it's that so billy yeah i think so jill. acctually billy we already doing this relationship with no status. i like you to be my boyfriend billy, what are serious jill what is that wrong for me to say like that no jill am also want to say that. i love you jill no matter what they said.
ohhhh thank god i think that you just like paul jerk the man in my patner at the job. what the matter with him yeah you know billy paul doesn't want to be having a relationsip i just want to be free no matter what he want it to do. ohhh... so that paul am diferrent you know jill. yeah i think so. cheer up me and jill drink wine togehter is like kind of clue for our relationship. finaly i have boyfriend after a long time heheheh....
you know jill i never been in relationsihip for a long time, my ex girlfriend cheating on me and i am really hate, ohhh... then and then i focus go to work until now. i don't have close friend especially women. you know that the first i think it ok if am not relationship but my father was told me to having girlfriend and not to focus to the work stuff.
yeah my mother too billy she want me to having serious relationship with other people or man and i found you they said with laught... hahaha... we are the same situation. maybe it's destiny for us. i don't know jill when the first time i see you i beeing love with you. and you answer my curious and know you still my bitch hahahaha... just kidding jill i like your laught and your smile. it's natural jill.
you know billy i have something to tell you serious i have a mental illness am skizoefecktif and i don't want my husband doesn't know about me someday. it's ok jill youre still the jill that i love and i want share anything from you jill. you're my best patner in the life. and i am ready to tell you i loves you no matter what. do you love me jill yeah i love you too billy you the man can accepted me no matter what the situation that i have.
so are still be in the doctor jill yeah billy i am still see the doctor, why you have mental illnes like that must be the reason of it. yeah you know billy my best friend cheating on me with my boyfriend. what ohhh man it's really hurt i think jill. yeah i think so.but in the end of that just lock up in my room and just doing flat activity like eat, music, and reading. and my emotion can't be control sometime cry,hate, happy and other expression. i like hear to sound of voice but no one in there, is like crazy jill and then yeah i can't control emotion about a year after a graduated from university.
you know billy is like kind of crazy you think but this is me no matter other people say that of it about me. yeah jill i know it your not crazy your just sick. for how long you have this mental illness, yeah you know about 3 years and i am still take medicine for it. i have a private psikiateri you know bill hehehehe..... so when i am down i am just go to see a doctor. so you're special i think jill can you read my heart hahaha we laught together and eat together.