This strange energy was like a kind of mist entering through the pores of the skin as time passed, more and more energy came condensed more on my skin
it was like tingling all over my body at once small black spots started to come out of my skin it was like some kind of oil like petroleum with a bad smell it was as intense as if they were putting it directly on my nose
having to ignore this fetid event continuing with the meditation, the tingling intensified it was like breathing in this mist and taking out the oil feeling more and more comforting with my body
more and more pores were unblocked in smell was more penetrating when the tingling was changed by a pain, this was not as intense as they were small ant bites that puncture the skin, it was annoying, not only the smell now also the pain, but somehow I knew that this was part of a price that one has to pay to receive a greater benefit
the pain was increased those little bites turned into an army of angry ants that chew on my skin, that's where I thought I had no need for this pain that runs through my body, I also thought about just leaving it for later, having several five-minute sessions or better leave it completely
Suddenly some strange sense told me that I had to persist, reach the end, that if at some point I left this, my life would be the same or worse, leaving those important decisions for later so I take courage, with all these negative thoughts, I had to start discarding them, one by one it took me a lot of work to be able to continue with the meditation
focused all my mind on it replace each negative thought with different ones making a list of my deepest desires that due to lack of money I never had that opportunity making me lose all notion of time
When I woke up, it was more than noon, my whole body is covered in solid substances, I was very hungry and smelled very bad, all my clothes were stained, running to the kitchen to see what I could eat. My surprise was that there was nothing I forgot that I had arrived yesterday.
Thank heaven I meditated on the balcony I don't want to think what would happen if I were in a more closed room, call the building reception to give me a number of a restaurant with home delivery, we ask for two people also that they will leave it in the room. ten dollars as a tip
I went to the bathroom removing all the clothes to throw them away, it was a penetrating smell, everything had dried, it seemed that it was covered in chocolate, but one adhered, rubbed the same place several times to clean it, I had to spend more than an hour carving the whole body to stay completely clean
When I discovered that this thing was easier to remove with hot water, I felt very sad for having wasted so much time, but that will be for the next bath, and I am not used to bathing with hot water, where we rent there is no
I went straight to eat so I was too hungry that food was only as a snack when I am about to change when I look in the mirror, I shouted at the impression of the reflection my whole appearance was very different, mainly my skin before was between white and reddish but now I am all white the wrinkles are not and my gray hair I do not see my gray
I feel as if I had my first maintenance service after several years, it is also as if they put new batteries in me, way faster as if I were 25 years old instead of 45, it was where curiosity was aroused as a tremendous change is possible so I review the technique meditation
practicing this technique has many improvements only that you have to practice every day and complement with different entertainments of your preference
The technique has three stages, THE BODY, MIND and SOUL, at the moment I can only see the first stage, which is THE BODY, this stage has five sub-stages SKIN, MUSCLES, BLOOD, ORGANS, BONES, each sub-stage has four states (beginner, medium, advanced and expert)
I imagine that we are in the beginning well we will take some personal training course although I do not like it we have to do it for our own good
for the moment we are going to eat again I am dying of hunger because we do not know the city we do not have a vehicle to get around so we are going to order a taxi asking to take me to a restaurant when we arrive he asked him to wait for me
A guy came in and he took me to a table when he asked me if I wanted an aperitif I told him to start with I would bring three steaks with two soups, he only looked at me later he left when he arrived with the food I asked for two more and a fruit juice
In the end the boy looks tired of going around between the kitchen and the table when I pay the bill I didn't want to go back pay 100 dollars for a steak I think I ate a sacred cow I tip the boy 50 dollars I win them
we have to change restaurants or hire a chef