' will they ever stop ? ' was the first thought when I saw one by one nurses getting in with little kids. One by one eight nurses got inside the cabin carrying eight kids in their arms. Did they decided to bring every kid this hospital has for me ? Two twins girls standing far away from the bed , like they are scared of getting near me. But they are not my concern right now , right now my only attention is on the eight kids .

My body is in fire , every inch is paining like anything as if I got hit by a truck. My throat is dry like a wood and like a sharp pin pinching my throat and the throbbing pain in my neck is unbearable. why my body is paining like anything? what happened with me? I am so confused. why can't I recall anything  why my head is hurting so much?. I know that I have reincarnated in a different body , but what kind of setting is this ?

" Mrs Ray Congratulations you have given birth to octuplets and they are all very healthy babies. Mam you have four boys and four girls and...." doctor continued but my head is spinning. What the hell the doctor just told ?? , How many kids do I have ?

" Mam , you okay ? " asked the doctor as I zoned out from the conversation. I still am very confused about my surrounding. From a girl who was in the best days of life , someone who was about to got the miss universe award , a girl was enjoying her shooting days with her team , swimming , paragliding ....is now mother of eight kids.

" Mummy ...are you all right ? " asked one of the twin girls. well , never mind I am mother of ten kids....so those twins are also mine. My head feels heavy , what year is it ? , which place is it ?

" Are you feeling dizzy ? " asked the doctor with a concerned voice. of course I am feeling dizzy. I who have no idea about kids is having ten kids to raise...what the hell is this ? , how will I manage to live here with so much kids ?. Manage....why should I manage such huge number of kids ?

" Are these kids mine ? " I asked , hoping they are just kidding with me. All ten couldn't be mine. " yes they are yours " replied the doctor. " All eight ? " I asked with a horror in my voice. What the.... you just did Miss host ?

They looked surprised but than the doctor signaled and the nurses went out with the kids and the two girls also left the room. Now we are alone in the room.

" I know its a lot for you to understand....you had a really bad pregnancy and the last birth almost killed you. But I am glad that you survived and I think you have the fighting spirit in you....so you don't worry at all. " he sat near my bed while saying that.

" Doctor why can't I remember anything ? " I asked him. If I need some info than I have to act like I forgot everything. He looked at his board and told " The stresses and trauma you went through ....its common for you to have amnesia but I think that's normal. This is what your husband gave before leaving , don't worry we wouldn't charge you any bill....at least that much I can do for you. " okay , he has promised to kill me today....first ten kids , now divorce ??

" I will give a sometime to think and decide. I know life is going to be very hard for you but you ...you have to fight karishma. " said the doctor and left the room. Did he just called me karishma ?....wait a minute.

Now I think I know why everything so dramatic.... few days ago I read a book called ' Power of true love ' it was a story revolving around three character , Arjun , Nia and karishma ( the body I am in ) , their Arjun Ray was a big shot , his family got him married with karishma but he didn't loved but for family he married her anyway . she fell in love with him in a month but he never loved her. So she thought to have a kid with him ...her thinking was like that if he had kids with her than probably he will not leave her.

So she tricked him and had twins with him. But that action of her made him hate her even more. He started to avoid her like a plague , she was away for a long time and when he was away he meet with the heroine of the story ( Nia Sen) and feel in love with her and married her without thinking anything. When the news of wedding came to host body she became furious and tried to get her husband back. She tried everything in her power, used family connection , used goons to kidnap the heroine but she failed each time. Than she thought to use the previous trick...she knew that Arjun was really close to his daughters so if she conceive again than maybe he will stay with her ( stupid idea ).

So she drugged him again but this time he had enough and divorced her as soon as possible with ten kids to look after. Karishma was helpless , so she married off her two twin girls at very early age which caused early death for them , she put her six children's in Forster care and each child didn't survived more than a year for lack of proper house and nutrition. And with her two children's she herself meet with a big accident and died. '

So , I transmigrated in that novel and inside karishma's body. I was paragliding with my friends and I was very high on the sky when I saw that helicopter than I don't remember anything. karishma probably died while giving birth to the eight kid and that's the moment I took over her body. Just great.

I have read many transmigration stories where people get a space , nice looking body , a dashing husband who loves them like mad , kingdoms , millionaires , supernatural powers and what not and look at me.. I transmigrated when everything is over. I got divorced and now ten kids on my single head without any job , house or anything.....god must be having fun looking at my condition. I , who used to think woman stupid to have kids and ruin their body and life is having ten kids now....just awesome. But I just can't be dramatic and cry over my faith....I have ten mouths to fed ,duties that I have to take.....walk miles before taking a break.