Doubts would only torment my mind if they were still there, occupying spaces that previously only drew the silhouette of the woman in front of me. It was I who allowed to occupy those places, it was I who wanted someone to trust, it was me who was looking for lower my defenses before her, and she was a small refuge to the outside world. The place she called home felt completely strange now, she had no words to enact, yet I couldn't stop staring at her. How much could you change? When did it happen? all of this ?, Is it me who you see in your dreams? I will wake up thinking of her aroma again, of the details of her skin, I will count each mole on her back, I will remember the kisses of rainy nights, the sad thing about it would be just imagining it, we had no memories to remember, we did not have a stable place and the outside world was our refuge from the leaks of our storm at home.
-are you listening to me ? she asked, taking my hands in hers, the warmth was the same, although the feeling was different, her eyes kept shining with an innocence hiding the pain
-Yes, I exclaimed in a low tone, I still didn't understand many things, at that moment I appreciated our complicity. -You can continue please, I need to listen to you, I begged with a broken voice, now it was too late, returning to the known history would not help me no problem
She just smiled, leaving a kiss on my hundred and taking a seat in front of the sofa where she was, took some water and put her phone on the side of the glass table
-sofy, mom was a great woman, for many years I have tortured myself thinking about the way things have changed, just a few days ago I thought it was time to end everything, to start from scratch and I wanted to tell her, there was one last embargo, maybe you know about the Thomson case, right? I nodded slightly.
-That woman you met this morning, I saw her a couple of times when my father was just building his empire, her brothers were somewhat innocent boys, a little stupid I would say, they are the easiest to handle. To continue with her story, she lowered her gaze, stretched her arm and took the phone on the table, extending it to me.
-She's the motive for work, I'm an FBI agent too Sofia, funny isn't it. I am not like you, I do not have cases every day, I do not go to the field with a weapon, I do not investigate several lines, I have been in this since I turned 17, I had some time to live alone with Dad, to find out about who he was Martha. I was unguarded for a long time, I only had to go out with Rigoberto a couple of times to have dinner and leave the boy satisfied, I made the decision to help from the inside, I am in charge of the report of the seizures, the deliveries, the money laundering , I am in all sofia but at the same time in nothing, you will not find me in the agency's database, I do not even exist for the state at this time any information about me is null, my mother is a genius, I regret both her death and I am more sorry that I was not there to be her support as she was with me for years
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I managed to see you a couple of times the first years of training, then everything got complicated, I was no longer only useful in one area, he has used me for his business closings, for the training of the girls and. Her voice changed drastically, she did not know whether to wait for something else, or if her story would end there, all the FBI information was garbage, each folder used in that case was a fiasco there was nothing about it, definitely Martha was very cautious
"He has used me for his own satisfaction. I felt my hands clasp, anger clouded my reason, I could not imagine all the suffering he went through, and despite having all the doubts in my mind, I approached her, her I wrapped myself in my arms, I wanted to tell her that I would never allow them to hurt her, I would not be alone again, but how to say that to someone like her
-Okay Sofia, she said, I left her taking my previous seat again to finish listening to her
sofí on the phone you will find a lot of information about the docks, about current businesses, there are names of everyone involved in their business, shipping records and their shell companies, I deeply regret the death of all the girls this week, it is not The first time it happens, it is something that I cannot control, the containers are not so reliable, I still do not know how they are contacted or abducted I do not know, you know at first I believed that there was a network in each place from which they came, some time later I discovered that all of them agreed on something just before entering the country, they were in Mexicali, each and every one of them tourists, none of them is a student, their documents only register a passport to enter the country and a tourist visa. I do not know the person in charge of bringing them, my The only job was to travel with them, the first time I did it was as a product, it's disgusting, I must admit, the only advantage I had was the power to stop everything with a call a, or a shot. The men who took care of me the last time we saw each other are state service agents, they are under my command, they take care of me but they are also in charge of taking all possible information to the agency or Daniels.
-How do you plan to end all this? . My hands played between the bars of the phone, there was more than 128 GB of information, did Martha open had access to it?
-You are going to help me with it Sofia, that's why I'm here, why and because I wanted to make you mine. Her gaze changed, suddenly in her eyes she only saw lust, her pupils were darkened by desire, she stood up taking off her coat it was wearing, i carefully observed each of her movements, her fingers wandering between the buttons of her shirt, detaching one by one of them.