* whisper* * whisper* "hey!! Did you see her ??"
PEOPLE LOOK OVER THEIR SHOULDERS
* murmur* * glance* * murmur*
I FEEL THEIR GAZES OVER ME
"wow, that girl is so pretty!" –
"she has such a perfect body!"-
* clitt* * clatt* I walk away avoiding everyone with my heels tapping Loudly on the floor. I'm so used to people whispering about me at my back. Suddenly a voice stops me, making me turn around to look around.ahhh not again, another boy..... "Excuse me!"
"yess" I look back. "I've been watching you for a bit and I like your style, could I get your number?" he asks, still staring at my lips.ahhh I'm sick of boyz asking my number. YOU can say I'm used to it now. "hhhmmm. I see...….you like my style? But, NO ...sorry!!" I let out my words sarcastically and walk away.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE GUYS ASKED ME FOR MY NUMBER TODAY????????
* * *
~ BUGSTAR COFFEE~
*DING * "heyyyyy she's back!!!!!"—
"I'll have a f**puchino please!��� I smile a little.
"SURE!" he jumps in excitement. "The goddess is here~"
YOUR DRINK IS READY! IS THIS ENOUGH WHIPPED CREAM?
"aww. Thank you for that! Have a nice day."
"T-Thanks! Come again! I mean, have a nice day" I chuckle at his nervousness. I'm kind of used to people being friendly. "Oh!" I almost shout looking at my friend. Wiping my fake tears I move to where she sits. "Over here Jugyeong!" ahh she's my friend. My best friend. "aww, thanks woongi for saving me a seat!" I hug her. Earning a smack on my left arm. "ahhh!! What was that for?" I ask rubbing my arms. "You know I don't like hugs~ anyways sit down. Look at that whipped cream. That guy working at the café definitely wants to go out with you". "No way!"
Woongi leans towards me showing up her mobile phone. "Oh right! That picture you posted yesterday was insane…. I can't believe my friend is an insta-star~ what does it feel like to be pretty, girl??". "you silly…." I pat her lap. I'm kinda used to people saying that. * DING* by now I should be used to my mobile giving me buzzes and dings like every moment. I open my Instagram. "what's that?" she leans in to read what's on the screen of my phone " uhh….another kpop star msged me last night!" I rub my back of the neck. "WOOOAAAHHHHHH! WTH!!!!!!...ARE YOU SERIOUS JUGYEONG?? JUST READ IT ALOUD !!" yeah she's a kpop addict. A girl who lies on her bed and watches kpop boys doing things and screams at their every move. She's an army.Fan of a group know as BTS. It's queit weird if you say you don't know who's BTS unless you've been under a stone all your life. "Are you single,do you have a boyfriend? the msg reads! It's from a kpop band member XXHAN".
*DING* "ahh! not again", "just check maybe something really important?"."ahh!
our department representative wants everyone to get together again....",
"OH GOD!what a creep~why does it seems like he makws up something just so we can
gather every week!","let's just stay for a bit and find a way to slip out" I sigh.
***
GANGAM BARBECUE
"hey jugyeong, have another glass~~~"
"uhh! it's ok"-
"YOU HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN ANSWERING MY PHONE CALLS LATELY~~YOU'VE CHANGED.....YOU'VE CHANGED~"
he literally scares the shit out of me by shouting like that!.
"I think you've had too much drink"
"there he goes again with jugyeong....." woongi starts cursing at him but he doesn't hear it
as it is barely audible.He stands from his seat across me and comes sits besides me.
"I'm okayy~~I'm so SOBER now that I'm next to you JUGYEONG~~".
Ofcourse being pretty isn't always necessecerily a good thing but I don't hate people
complimenting me either
***
*DINGDONG~~*
I ring the doorbell with my hand up and my body hanging down at the floor exhausted and tired.
"Mom I'm home~UGHHH!!" i drag my small bag with me which seems to be the heaviest thing
in the world right now.*plop* i throw myself on my soft fluffy bed and rest for a couple of minutes
without thinking anything.I need to take a shower.i didn't knew i fell asleep until something
flashed my mind."HOLY SHIT! I almost fell asleep...i didn't update my social
media today,i better do it now."I post a picture which i clicked today in the cafe's mirror.WOW
700 likes as soon as i posted!!YOU KNOW BEING PRETTY ISN'T THAT BAD!!<3
*psshhhh* i close the washbasin tap. It feels much better after i wash off my makeup!!
ahhhhh this is a total different me!!
**FLASHBACK**
6 YEARS EARLIER
*rock band music playing on a computer screen*
"wow they are soo cool!!"-
"Jugyeong!!! turn down the volume you crackhead!!"-
"ok mom!!"-
My life as a senior in the middle school is really good. I can listen to my favourite music
and watch as many cartoons as i want.
*In my school*
I put on my earphones to avoid human beings or things like socializing!!.I close my eyes and
listen to my favourite track.I am engrossed in it soo much until i hear someone shout my name like their life depended on it.
"hey!" "heyyyyyyy!!!" "yes" i say as i remove my earphones."hey damn it!!"- "uhh....huh?".oh no not the same girl...