"uh...huh"not the same girls again.
yes they bully me which is the
only reason i hate socializing with people i rarely know.
"uhh? we called you so many times why didn't you answer, you freaking loser?"-
"go get us some dumpling.....i want kimchi dumplings and beef dumplings for min-ah"
"o-okay!"-"Beef dumplings for min-ah and kimchi dumplings for jeonghye"i chant as i proceed . get the dumplings~
While returning back to the classroom with the 2 dumplings i suddenly trip over something until i know it was a boy in the corridor
sitting with his legs wide open.His wide shoulders catching my eyes-his tiny cute eyes which form a symmetry-a tall boy-handsome
enough to kill a girl with his looks...i go back to my classroom and hand the dumplings to the girls and proceed to the last bench
in the corner of the classroom.....still thinking about the boy...i heard his name is seokjin.... girls die just to talk with
him and i just tripped over his legs....he apologized me and says 'hi' everytime he sees me!!
***
Lying on my bed i still think about him. we share same interests and he even likes my music taste, we have soo much in common!!Wait i
have some movie tickets maybe we can watch it together.maybe he likes me. maybe we can go further smoothly....
***
*next day at school*
" ahh! i have to give these tickets to him, maybe he likes it and me too~" i blush by my own words.I have a bright smile on my face
until i hear girls laughing while looking into min-ahh's mobile phone and hear them talking about min-ah and seokjin dating...
my heart breaks into pieces...
"oh my god~~ really!!"-
"min-ah you and that jin are dating? aren't you?"-
"stop it ...you're making me blush~HAHA"-
"you guys are so cute together~"-
"HAHA....ikr?"-
"it must feel nice to be pretty right??"-
i'm broken....
i thought we have so much in common....
we have the same taste.maybe that's why i got this crazy thought in my mind that things might go well...
I knew my ugly face is the main problem.no one would would like to date an ugly girl like me!!
***
I smack the door open."MOM!" i almost cry.
"There she's again crying,don't know what this girl's got into her head!" mom sighs looking at chae.
Park Chae young my elder sister.
"Hey mom!!get me an eye lift job as fast as possible!!"-
"OMG!what's she talking about,chae?"-
"MOM! stop yelling like that, she's hit puberty
nothing serious HAHA!!"-
"what? a middle schooler asking for a plastic surgery?omg, is
that what you said?is she lost it?i wish you were even half as good as your
elder sister,my child!"she says it all without even caring to look
at me crying.
"yeah!,honestly,you're not that pretty,sis.you'de be ugly even
if you get an eye job." Here speaks my BROTHER! I'm his noona
shouldn't he be respecting me?
"ahhhh!!Taehyung you better not speak in this matter or you
never know when'll kill you!!....uhh!this is so unfair...what
about you mom?why did you make unnie and tae look good and me
ugly?y-you always told me i was adopted and that's true right?
I HATE YOU MOM!!"
*slam*
i shut my door but still voices
of them talking can be heard.
"oh god~what the heck has gotten into her all of a sudden,
i'm really worried about her!"mom speaks in a caring tone but
this doesn't stop me being mad at her.
"she's at the age when she's sensitive about her looks~try to
understand mom....but it's true that she's ugly one. why was
she born like this"-
"YOU JUST STAY OUT OF THIS ...DID YOU GET THAT??"-she yells
at chae young
"o-okayy!"...
*sobsob*
Jeez...i shouldn't have gotten so mad at mom like that..
*ticktcik*
i open my mobile phone and start typing something...
***I'M FEELING DEPRESSED TODAY,THIS IS THE
ONLY PLACE LEFT TO TURN TO, GUYS...THERE'S A GUY I HAD
CRUSH ON...I THOUGHT WE HAD A LOT IN COMMON.THAT'S WHY I THOUGHT
THINGS MIGHT GO WELL...BUT I WAS TOTALLY WRONG...HE LIKES THIS
REALLY PRETTY GIRL...BEING UGLY IS SO DEPRESSING.....***
**30 MINUTES LATER**
"are there any comments?..."
*ding~*
****comments****
^sorry but honestly a person's face is pretty important^
^don't you know how to use make-up?^
^yea same...i look totally different before and
after makeup HAHA!! I'M super ugly but i feel confident when
i put on make-up...check out this link may be you get some help.
*click* i click on the link and wait for it to load...
"i wonder what it is..."
a picture pops up showing a pretty woman and a extremely ugly
woman which probably means befoe and after the makeup? " that's
it! this is just what i was searching for!!"