Never had he believed that he would one day have to close himself off in a men's washroom. As Adam sat on the water closet, he threw his head down and clutched his head aching head as the tears he had held in for so long fell from his lashes. He knew that he needed to get a hold of himself but the fear of losing one or more of his brothers was scaring the hell out of him. Others might not know but he was on the verge of collapse and had no power to face anyone. Everyone claimed that he was lucky for having suffered the least damage. But to him, he was the unluckiest! For the last five years, they had suffered everything together and now suddenly he was all alone.