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Chapter 14 - THE BELOVED OF HER SOULMATE.

Knowing who Cassiopeia's soulmate is, you can recognize who is the beloved of her soulmate.

But if you don't get it yet, the beloved of Cassiopeia's soulmate is Cassiopeia's dad.

Henry, Cassiopeia's dad, isn't a strict dad. He is funny, smart, hardworking, and he loves his family a lot. Henry and Cassiopeia share many physical characteristics like wavy, light brown hair, brown eyes, small and thin. He is an active person; he doesn't like to sit down and do nothing. He knows how to drive different types of vehicles, do carpentry, about farming, raise animals, and more.

Cassiopeia didn't see her dad for a big part of her childhood because he had to work most of the time, and he didn't live with her. She was sad about that situation; Cassiopeia wanted to see her dad more, but sometimes when she was with his dad, her parents ended arguing, and the beautiful day with her parents ended badly. Being without her dad for a long time made the young Cassiopeia sensible about her dad's topic.

Time for an anecdote: Dad and mom, going out, arguing, tears.

Cassi didn't remember the exact details, but she remembers that this happened when she was in kindergarten.

One day, she went to a restaurant to eat with her parents. That day was a happy day. She went out with her parents, ate her favorite food, and talked with them about her classmates.

At night, when they were returning to the house, her parents started to fight but, Cassiopeia didn't remember the reason; they were yelling at each other while Cassiopeia was crying, she was scared.

Cassiopeia had a soda in her hand, but her mom threw it to the floor and carried Cassiopeia while she was closing the front door; meanwhile, Henry was yelling: "Stop, you are making Cassiopeia cry." Her mother didn't listen. Cassiopeia cried herself tired.

When she was in her last year of kindergarten, her dad started to live with her, and Cassiopeia felt so happy. Her dad was working so hard, but now she could see him every day. Sometimes on weekends, they went to her aunt's house or stayed at home watching movies. She was only scolded by her dad when it came to eating something she didn't like.

Despite already having her dad with her, she was still somewhat sensitive; she was afraid her dad would leave.

Time for an anecdote: Cassiopeia, a song, dad, tears.

When Cassiopeia was five or six years old, she was watching cartoons. After an hour, she felt bored, so she was looking for something interesting to watch on other channels. Then she stopped changing channels on a music channel because the song they were playing caught her attention, but more than the song, the video clip was what attracted her the most. In the video clip was a father carrying her daughter but, suddenly all turned black and the little girl was sitting on a sofa in a living room while watched her father walk out the door; the little girl started to cry and Cassiopeia, too. Cassiopeia wasn't crying out of reflex or just because the little girl was crying; Cassiopeia was crying because she understood the little girl's pain and sadness.

Do you think that that feeling disappeared over time? The truth is that no, it didn't disappear. The sensation of fear didn't get bigger, but it's still there.

Cassiopeia's dad is a fantastic person and father, and Cassiopeia loves him a lot but, he also has a few bad habits. He likes to drink alcohol. The first time, she didn't feel anything but, after seeing how her dad behaved when he drank a lot, she felt scared. Her dad got violent after drank; he wanted to fight, and he said hurtful things. To her bad luck, she was the only one he listened to so, she was the one who had to deal with him. It was always the same; he started talking about his difficult childhood and how he didn't want to be like his father while he cried. After that, he calmed down and went to sleep while Cassiopeia was still crying. In those moments, Cassiopeia felt anger towards her mom for not helping her or at least cooperating a little because every time something like this happened, her mother gets upset and grimace and mutter without her dad seeing. Nowadays, it doesn't happen too much, and if it happens, it is not like before now his behavior after drinking is a little calmer. However, those unfortunate experiences made her feel repulsed towards alcoholic beverages and fear, uncertainty, and anxiety every time her father drinks since she does not know how it could end.

Aside from that, there is the existence of her two half-sisters, whom she doesn't want to know anything about, not because she hates them but because she wants to stay out of it and keep them as mere strangers. She does not want to see or talk to them, and she is very clear about her desire not to have contact with them now or ever; if not, then only when strictly necessary. Cassiopeia has never been curious about her half-sisters; only on some occasions, her mom told her about her half-sisters. Cassiopeia didn't pay too much attention to it because she thinks it is an unimportant topic.

She saw her half-sisters only on one occasion; she didn't like the older one because she looked at Cassiopeia as if Cassiopeia was inferior to her and Cassiopeia's mom noticed that too. Besides, they didn't look the least bit similar: their hair, skin color, eyes, and others were completely different; with the younger one, they only had similar eyes and skin color. There was also the difference between the older sister and the younger sister; they looked like opposites. In contrast, Cassiopeia and her younger sister look almost the same; the unique difference is the weights and heights.

Her dad doesn't visit her half-sisters; he only gives them money for their maintenance as the law dictates. Maybe, that is because he learned about the eldest daughter when she was five years old, and the youngest daughter isn't like Cassiopeia's younger sister, who is her dad's favorite.

Cassiopeia doesn't want to justify her dad; she's just giving her point of view as she doesn't know the real reason why her dad doesn't visit her half-sisters.

In conclusion, Henry has many defects and virtues but, it is normal for each person, and that doesn't make Cassiopeia stop loving her dad less; despite everything, she will always love him.

"He is the man of my love. For him, I cried many times but, I've laughed more times than I've cried. He always has something to make me smile, and for that reason, I love him more."