It's been a month, since that incident took place.
Mason barely came back to the house ,and when he did, he never for once stepped in to check how I felt or was doing, the only thing I could gather from the workers were the different countries he was visiting for business.
Well now I was finally fine , no longer on drip or limping ,although emotionally I was a mess. Whenever I dared close my eyes to sleep I recalled those memories and it always ends up scaring me allot, scared that it might repeat itself.
I had finally gotten my apitite back , after a long while.I was presently eating in the dinning hall, eating well again really felt good and I must say , the chef really outdid herself today , seems she prepared this meal with much love and happiness.
As I was enjoying my meal, almost coming to the end of it , I heard a car drive in , knowing who it was I didn't care.
Soon Mason walked in from the front door , I looked at him sternly, directly with disdain , which he didn't mind as he walked in to the eating hall, drew out a chair , sat and ordered for his meal.
When his meal was brought to him he dug in and began eating.
Halfway into his meal , I was done with mine and decided to leave. When he sensed what I was about doing, he stopped me asking me to wait while he finished his meal, I reluctantly obeyed him.
As soon as he was done with his meal , he spoke up enquiring how I was doing , a question that I kept silent to , while looking straight at him like I didn't give a care in the world about what he asked.
I saw his eyes turn red in anger as it usually does when someone ignores him. But unlike other days there was something different , I didn't shiver nor did I let any word proceed from my mouth.
"Am I not talking to a human or do you have a death wish , will you answer me it's a command" he demanded.
I gave him the answer he wanted and the reason I was calm all this while.
"I am not fine , I think you of all people should know that and you know all our conversations onwards should be based on commands due to the fact that we might legally be married but we have a slave and master relationship which means we aren't friends , so don't act like one , ever !" I screamed at him
I stood up after my heated speech , I saw how shocked he was at my display , I didn't give any importance to that , so i walked up into my room .
On getting there I closed the door, banging it behind me , I slipped down on the ground my back against the door, and tears began falling down my eyes, rolling slowly down my cheeks.i was in pain, sorrow and anguish , no doubt about that.
"Was i right ?, Is this how it should be ?, Yes I knew I was, I shouldn't hope for more , neither wish for more" I lamented to myself
"Last time I wished and hoped , it only brought me worst luck , I lost everything , including my Identity " I thought to myself, maybe this is how it should be , maybe this is how it's destined to be , a lonely slave till death" I finally ended my thoughts.
I wiped my eyes Clean , went in and took a cold shower.
I don't know what Mason's reaction to my display would be , neither did I know what would be my fate , but no matter what happens , I would no longer be calm.
Even if I was doomed for life , I should do that with my pride . "When animals have pride , then why shouldn't I".
Aftter taking my bath and dressing up , I took a little nap , or so I thought.
I woke up to darkness , switched on my lights and steeped outside my room.
I checked the clock on the wall , it was few minutes to 8pm , and I knew the chef's must have left by now.
I went into the kitchen and dished myself some meal, too it to the dinning hall , sat and dug in.
When I was done , I washed my plates and went the sitting room , switched on the TV , picked a movie on Netflix and began watching.
When it was half past nine , Mason emerged coming down stairs , looking so cold and heartless but also good looking . If he wasn't as dangerous and heartless as he was, then many would have fallen for him including myself.
He came and sat beside me , I didn't look at him , nor got to know if he was looking at me . Although I was tempted to due to the nice scent coming from his cologne.
Few moments later he stood up , went into the kitchen and came out with food. After he was done eating and dropped his plates , which was unlike him , he walked into back to where I was and sat down.
I looked at him from the Conners of my eye , trying to know what he was doing.
He looked like someone who wanted to say something , but couldn't find the right words or couldn't bring himself to say it , it seemed like it he was uneasy.
I was seriously getting confused , a whole Mason couldn't say something. It got to a point that it became too much coupled with my inquisitive nature that was bugging me.
"Mason, is there something you want to say , is something wrong?" I asked
"No, nothing is just that..." he stammered
" You scaring me , this is unlike you , can you say something ?" I requested of him
His look suddenly became cold, it seemed like the angel that coincidentally entered him had left, and then he said his problem , which sounded funny.
"I am horny, I need sex " he declared
I began laughing uncontrollably , I could see his face turning to a confused state and then to an angry one.
"Do you think am joking " he asked
"I said I want sex , I want it now and the way I like it" he declared.
I stopped laughing , trying to put on a mean or normal face cause , playing back the scene where he nervously said those words , the were really funny.
"Ok , that's what you should have said since , after all , you are the master , I am the slave " I said
"I was like that because ,I thought your injury wasn't....never mind" he said
"Trust me , I won't " I replied him
"So can we move to your punish room " I asked
After asking he pulled out a cloth , asked me cover my eyes with them, which I did .
He then Carried me on his shoulders , asking me to touch nothing , that I disobeyed.
Something in me told me , we would be going back there , the place of my pain and I had to know the way there , after all I was an inquisitive person by nature.
I heard few locks and I traced them, we seemed to be going down , it seemed like an underground place , a place I never thought this house had .
Few minutes later we halted at a door , which he opened , he dropped me and soon my eyes were let free.
It took a while for the blur to clear and when it did, I saw the room, the room where it all happened.
So there was a place like this in this mansion , that I never knew , even houses now has secrets.
He asked me to go lay on the bed and went away.
I went to the bed , the memories flew back , those stupid men , those idiots and what the did , the way the touched me the way the handled me , the pains , the blood ,everything , it was all coming back.
Tears began coming , my eyes became blurry and soon , I began crying .
When I heard a footstep coming towards there , I quickly wiped my eyes and laid on the bed.
The door was opened and the person walked in , soon Mason spoke.
"This would hurt , I am a fan of BDSM , infact I don't love any other sex apart from that , so that is it , in case you are still hurt and feel excess pain during this you would have to endure it cause I won't stop , am like a wild dog during sex" he said to me
I knew what he meant , I was ready for him after all I was a slave , a slave to him , my master and a slave must obey it's master.