The darkness filled up in my life was so black that I couldn't even see my own hands in that space… However, I didn't want to see those hands, full of dripping blood… The blood of a person who brought me in this world… Why did she even bring me to this world? She should've killed this monster right away in her womb… Still this darkness could not take off that red color from my hands…I am the sinner…Biggest sinner of my own life. I hated blood…I hated red…
And she stood in front of me, Red… The more I stared at her, the more she looked like my mother…
"Do you want to start it immediately?" I went closer to her and said in a cold tone.
She kept looking at me confusingly , with no words spoken.
"Great…let's start" I moved towards her. She stepped back from the bed. Her forehead collected sweat droplets , I reached out my hand towards her waist. But as soon as I tried grabbing her , she jolted me away from her.
"I knew it." a sarcastic laugh burst out from me.
She shivered in fear, sat down on the floor wrapping her arms around her folded legs. Tears rolled down on her pretty face removing the extra foundation, exposing her pale face…darkened eyes…
"Why did you even come here? Did you think it's easy to go naked in front of a stranger? This job is made for those who has courage , cowards like you would be crushed down like ants." I walked near the dinner table, she kept sitting there. After few minutes, she stood up and walked towards me.
"Can I use the washroom….". Her voice was just as innocent as she looked. I nodded in yes and directed her towards washroom.
She stepped outside washroom and sat on bed.
"We can start" She whispered
"What?"
"Doing it"
"Doing what?"
She seemed like a confused lamb who lost her way.
"See…you can't even say the word Sex…yet you're here to do this job. Hey , get up…come here…sit here in front of me."
She obeyed and sat on the chair.
"Let's have a small talk. You're here for money , undoubtedly. But, aren't you a high school student? Don't you think this would be a hectic job considering your studies?"
"Why do you care for all those things… finish it up and let me go…"
"I was just being nice for few seconds and then you say this…..and what? Let you go? Did you think I'm going to let you go in mere 2-3 hours?" I raised my hands and caressed her face with smirk on my lips.
Her eyes were in pure shock. The fear in her eyes kind of pleased me and the next moment disturbed me.
"Didn't you say we can start? See how scared you're even with the idea of me fucking you?"
She turned her head down on the table,
"Why're you making it so difficult for me? I'm messed up already….Can't you just do it so I could get today's payment….It maybe a pleasure stuff for you, but for me….my whole life depends on tonight…"
She said while fixing her gaze towards shimmering lights outside the window.
"Pleasure stuff?" I chuckled.
I got up from the chair, she was still lying down on the table.
Her helplessness reminded me of myself, 8 years back…the dark past which has led me live a life like this….Exactly what has happened with this girl, that she had to make such an extreme choice?