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Chapter 4 - My Mistake

Alison

Moving to a new place... a new place, new beginnings, but is it really? I feel like I just relocated all the garbage I was dragging to another place, nothing else feels different. After my shower I decided to sit for a moment near the view in the living room while drinking some wine, I could see the whole city, it was mesmerizing "I wonder what he would say if he could saw the view" a chuckle left my lips "Like living the dream" emptiness and pain filled my heart, so I decided to go to sleep. All I wanted was to take his image out of my head, I realized that all I could do was move and change my external appearance, even so the memories will not dissapear or go away he was rooted deep inside of me. So I gave in the pain, slowly slipping into those memories "Luka, Luka..." I could say his name so many times and he will still not come back to me, I missed him so much. I felt cold, when I opened my eyes I saw him, standing next to me pulling the covers over me, he is here with me, he could never leave me "Why are you out of bed? aren't you cold? get in with me" he suddenly turned around to leave so I caught him, hopping he hasn't a dream "Please don't leave me, I missed you so much".

When I woke up, I felt such a sense of relief, I haven't sleep so well in a while, as I got out of bed and made my way to the bathroom I realized I was naked, and that my shower was running, I stood there trying to remember the events of last night "I thought it was a dream... Luka" so I went in the shower and here he was his back facing me while he washed his hair, I couldn't believe it, my body reacted on its own and went to hug him with all my strength.

"Good Morning, slept well?" His voice... it wasn't his voice, I looked up to see MICHAEL?, he turned around, and pulled me up to his hips and kissed me, his movements were so quick and smooth. I was still naked, in the shower with my legs around Michael's hips and... what was that? I reached in between my legs and there he was... well good morning Mr. Michael!!!, inner me got excited at the feeling of the lenght and hardness the monster between his and now my legs, this whole situation caught me by surprise, and as I realized what was happening "Michaaaaaaael!!!" my voice ended on a high pitch tone full with pleasure as he trusted inside me mercilessly, I could feel his desire twitching inside of me, so I decided to do the next best thing I could do in a situation like this, and that was to hold on to dear life while he smashed my insides with full power. All I could do was hang in there but I couldn't control my moans, I couldn't deny that he was doing it for me, my body was responding so well to him, to his big hot hands holding my a** up while he smashed me kissing my lips, my neck and when he reached my chest and sucked them with all his force I swear I could see stars, he made his way his down my a** hole making my body treble in relief and expectstion as he rubbed his fingers inside me, he then placed my legs down the shower floor with the warm water still raining down on us, and as he was behind me he pushed himself hard but steady as if trying to tease me while he played with my a** hole, I wanted to come and he could feel it "Don't come, hold it!" he ordered me, but his words of command ended me, I had lost, he was not done yet and spanked me "I told you not to come, time to be punished" and spanked me again and continued to insert himself on my a** hole, my body tensed at the pleasure of him inside me, and again he mercilessly smashed me, I could tell he was enjoying it but it wasn't enough he had to have all of me and started switching from one hole to the next at his pleasure while he spanked me red, I never knew he had it in him, he was so submissive around me, no I'm the one on my knees getting punished, but knew his punishments were so enjoyable. I could feel the extasy filling me up "Can I come?" I asked "Beg for it!" he said as he pulled my head back and pinched my nipples, I wasn't going to be able to hold any longer "Please, let me come!" he bit my ear and whispered "Good girl, you can come", relief washed over me, when he was done he placed his head between my legs and licked the remaing juices left in me, that sent me over the edge and made me see stars.

I woke up and was in bed again, still naked, so I got dressed and went to the kitchen I was starving. "Morning" Michael said with a full on bright smile "I bet you are hungry" and placed a fruit salad in front of me with pancakes and eggs on the side. I sat down but I wasn't sure how to act or what to say, Michael was handsome, tall, with light tanned skin, brown hair, brown eyes, and a gorgeous nice built, he liked to work out, but I had never thought of him in that way, and I need him, I don't want to complicate things but right now I don't want a relationship, I don't even know what I want from my life, I love Michael he has been there for me, always, I really don't want to loose him, this was a mistake.

"Are you going to the office" I asked trying to sound as normal and composed as possible.

"Yes, I'm just going to make sure everything is in order and I need to bring the plan documents from Damian regarding Mr. Moretti, what are you going to do?"

"I need to go shopping for my trip"

"Do you want me to go with you?"

"No that is fine, thank you, but I can go by myself"

"Okay, see you later" and he went on his way. I was so thankful he didn't try kissing me goodbye like a married couple.

Let's just forget what happened and act cool, I have so much to do.