So much for a new beginning, I was ready to move on, but not like this!! This was a big step and I wasn't ready for it, I like Michael, I don't want to hurt him but I am not looking for a serious relationship, or a relationship at all for that matter. I wonder how he will react if I asked him to keep things casual?.
I drove to the mall thinking of ways on how to tell Michael, or if I should say something at all, maybe just pretend like nothing had happened. I parked myself next to a nice Mercedes-Benz SUV I immediately fell in love with that car, too bad I was clothe shopping at the moment, I need to focus.
Now for the real question... where will we be traveling to? I am rich, we can go anywhere we want, I said to myself and started walking around shopping what ever I liked and not really deciding where I will take my trip in order to buy the proper attire for the occasion. A few bags later I decided to go eat at and headed for La Fleur, a French restaurant, when I saw Michael coming out all smiles with a woman, she was wearing a white dress that made her look very elegant and enhanced curves very nicely, she had a hot body if I could say so myself, and around same age as us, and I could swear she was flirting with Michael, well I see why he was so 'eager' to get to work. No one likes a jealous woman I said to myself, and you don't even want a relationship, that made me loose my appetite.
I drove what seemed to be a few hours because I was outside the city now and it was dark, the city was beautiful from afar it looked like a fairytale world, but I liked the peace and quiet, I kept on driving until I hit the seashore, it was mid summer but at night the breeze could still give you the chills. I stayed in my car the whole night parked in front of the seashore watching the moon shine on the water, my thoughs started drifting from one thing to the other, realizing how great the world was, how vast and yet so empty, I felt empty, I wanted to find myself, I wanted to be free, I wanted to let go, I wanted to let Luka go, and I wanted to accept myself, all of myself.
My mother gave me up as soon as I was born, she had become pregnant at a young age, and like many others, she was unable to rise me and thought that giving me up was the best, instead of abortion, I like to thing that she hoped for a better life for me. I grew up in a 'Home for children' there were many children of different ages and just a few backgrounds, living there was really al I have ever known, the children were my brothers and sisters, we all hoped to get a good family but not all of us were lucky enough, I stayed behind for many years, watching my family leave one by one, never looking back and never coming back.
I was eleven and had just started attending a new school, other kids naturally knew we were from the 'Home' because of our second hand and outdated clothing, and of course the teachers knew as well, naturally other kids would pick on me because of that, I was a small kid, never did anything to defend myself, luckily I had Luka with me, back then I always thought he will be with me always.and forever, now I realize those two words are just that... words.
I snapped back to reality when I heard the buzzing of my phone, "Michael", figures its 2am and I am still not home, so much for space, I thought he was my assistant not my mother. I didn't bother answering but decided to head back home. I have decided where I want to go.
Michael POV
When I woke up I couldn't believe my eyes, I was next to her, naked, we were spooning and her ass was against me, her beautiful, round and bouncy ass, I caressed her with my finger tips, her skin immediately reacted with goosebumps, as I reminisced on the events of a few hours ago I couldn't believe I had finally acted upon my desires... ok she gave me a push but I still didn't back down. I got up as quietly as possible, I was hard again and wanted to take her asleep so bad.
But what if I just pull her legs apart and finger her little juicy... or just a few licks... or better just the tip... No no no, she will be the death of me.
I got up and decided to make breakfast when I received a reminder, meeting with the new supplier company named All Foods, big food providers, for the new Italian franchise, our company was multi millionaire but had never ventured in the food industry, I needed to get ready.