Umm... what am I thinking right now? Who is this person standing in my room right in front of my bed? Well, I'll give you one guess... Did you get an idea yet? Well, it is Him! him as in Zach and he has an extra key to my house so it makes it much worse. It is 2:30 in the morning, Can't a girl just get sleep?
"What the hell are you doing in my room? Why are you here at 2:30 in the morning?" I say slowly getting out of my bed. I tiptoe over to him and grab his arm and pull him over to my window "You have to get out! I don't want to be anywhere near you especially after you accuse me of cheating and it was you, so get out of my room!" I say but this time I'm actually wiping tears off my face and let go of his are but before it drops he grabs it and holds it, I try to pull my hand away but he keeps it held tight in his.
"Cal I'm really sorry I didn't think that it would hurt you this bad and I'm sorry that I am a dick who has to cheat on the best thing that could ever happen to me and I'm really sorry that I did that, will you ever forgive me?" He says while I'm looking down at my feet with tears streaming down my face he puts his hand under my face and lifts it up so I can look in his eyes " I'm sorry that I cheated but I tired of not getting you to myself and I could actually get Lil to myself and she doesn't get anybody else because she is pretty but she isn't beautiful so people always want you and then I don't get you" He finishes and then moves his hand from my face then kisses my nose and leaves after putting my key on my bedside table.
~~~later that day~~~
It's finally 10:00 o'clock so now I can go to school and hang out with Anthony, I know what you're thinking what is it with you getting with people that cheat? I don't know that these people are going to cheat but they just do. I see my brother walk down the stairs and I run up to him and give him a giant hug but he just looks at me like I'm insane "What was that for?" he asks with a confused look on his face, I just giggle and smile with a wide grin.
"I just wanted to give you a hug, is that such a problem?" I say putting on fake tears and look at him like he is the most jerkish person in the world.
"I'm sorry I just didn't expect you to run over here and hug me like that" He states as soon as he finally hugs me back then he ruins the moment by saying "hey C-Dawg I actually have to go to work and I'll see you around three okay?"
"No actually I won't be here I have to do a modeling job today so you won't unless you stop by the modeling industries" I answer his question and am walking to the door and before I go out I say to mom and my brother " I love you guys see you later" and leave the house and go to to my car I get in and head to school.
I get out of the car and just walk into the building and get myself situated so that I can have a good day, Like every other day. I'm just gonna check to see if I have any notifications. Looks like I'm not as popular today, probably I got rid of my social media. I hate that I am so naive It just makes up for all the bad stuff I have done in the past.
Can I just leave, class hasn't even started but I am so bored, Oh look now my professor decides to walk in. Well, this is just lovely, well this should be fantastic. I usually love being at school but not when my exes are both here, I hate this, It's dumb but you know I have to do this if I want to do all this stuff.
I think I'm going to need to get myself more Starbucks after this, I am so bored and if I stay bored like this I'm going to fall asleep, I think that would be better then just listening to him talking about his gross love life, Like dude, nobody cares. Could you keep this annoying stuff to yourself, Please?
I am so tired, only 20 minutes to go, can we just get this over with, that would be amazing, jeez I love how much I am tired of class even tho I got her like 50 minutes ago but you know you never know what will be happening between now and then, I just want the dang bell to ding and leave, 10 minutes, finally, I am so happy to be almost done with class... Because I can not deal with this amount of people talking about their love lives as we get it you have someone that loves your ass big fucking deal.
Can I just leave like right now, it's only 2 minutes till the bell rings... Ugh, this is taking so long... Yes. I have been waiting for you, Thank you I will forever be grateful for you, Please never leave me, I smile and grab my stuff I love school but not that class with those people that betray you, I love that, Maybe we were never meant for each other like we thought then you just choose to be the one to break everything's hearts that are in your way.