The whole day I spend with Angel. We both lots of clothes to both of us. Yes. Us.. she want me to shop to. And she did choose for clothes of me. And her choice is good. Or I say really good.
After that we get lots of toys to her. And she got happy when she see bear to her size. And she is to stubborn so I have to buy her for her. And than whole time she told me thank you and love yous and give kisses to my whole face. I feel like she is my mom. And I am her child.
After that she force me to ice Cream shop. And than we both test lots of ice-cream. That remember me that I have to take her with me hot bath. So she don't get cold.
After that whole day passed and we didn't know that. Chase called me that I know that we spned whole day in mall. He call us to check on us. So i tell him that we are own way to home.
Chase tell that he is sanding address we are doing to dinner there. So i don't mind in that. Bacca do have right to spend time with Angel. To know her. To with us. Like old times. I just thought old times and spend time with them. Like they are boyfriend girlfriend. And I am friends to them.
We reach the destination. I tell receptionist and tell Chase reservation. And than they show me way. Me and Angel walk there. They still not here. So me and Angel seat there. And Angel are hungry as hell. So I ordered starter for us. I ask her what she want and she tell me what she want to eat. And I ordered for myself.
30 minute passed but they still not here. And I am hungry as hell. If he don't want to come. At least tell us. We did eat our food. And go home. Angel is tired. And her sleeping time be almost come.
I ordered food for us. And than we both eat food. But still no sign of them so I paid bill. And than we both are left the hotel. I put her in pessanger seat and lock seatbelt. And when I about to go to driver seat.
Chase run to us. Well he try too. He stil didn't heal. It's not good for him to run.
" Hyy we are sorry Becca's dress ruined so we get late.. ". He started to apologise I stop him.
" What the hell Chase. Why are you running. It's not good for you.. first take breath. " I tell him. And pull to water bottle to my car. And than give it to him. Opening the door and tell him to seat. And take rest. Becca also come and join us.
" We are sorry Maddi my dress is.." i cut her off..
" It's oky Becca.. it's just we had dinner. Now it's Angels sleeping time plus I do have tomorrow work. We can't stay more. " I tell them. And Chase drink the water and wanted to talk. But I stop him.
" We hav dinner together other time. Plus Angel and me both eat lots of icecream. We did eat soup. But still I want to take hot bath. And the all of shopping bags. I have to set everything up.. so you guys enjoy the dinner. We will see you home.. good night.. " I tell him. And Chase stoop up and I thank him. And get in car. And drive away. I don't give damn what they will think after that..
After getting home. Angel already feel Daisy. So we get in my room and than I put her in bed. And than I don't thik that she did make it. So get tablet. And crush it. And than give her in to her milkshake. I know she can't drink whole glass to I give her half of it to drink it. And she is to in sleep that. She didn't argue. She drink it and than sleep. I Remove heer clothes and than put her night suite. And than after that she sleep in my bed. I cover her with blanket.
I get in bath. And seat under that hot water. It's not that hot. It's semi hot. but it feels really good. I am so tired. I needed it.
But I did enjoy my whole day with Angel. Shopping with her. Eating ice-cream. And getting toys. And than lots of things. I feel like we both are friend's. I am also kid and enjoying the day. Thinking that smile appear in my face. She make me smile.
If Becca and Chase getting to settle down. I have to plan to my future. What I will do.. where I go. I can't stay here. Did Angel stay without me. It's to impossible to stay away from her.
I also want kid. I don't need man. I need kid. Whom I can pempeer her. Love her. Dress-up her like Princess. And click lots of photos to her. To her memory. I want kid. I will plan to have kid. Test tube baby will be work with me. Or i will have last time sex with someone. Or had he's baby. But i don't want after further complications. I should have to make deal with it. And than I have to plan about baby. That's a good idea.
" Lee." Chase come to the bathroom. And looking at me. My eyes are wild so did he.
" What the hell Chase. Get out. " I yelled at him. He again turn around. Thank god I am I still bath tub. He didn't see me nake.
" What the hell Chase. What are you doing here.." i literally yeleld at him. He still didn't looking at me. I thought he could leave me but he didn't. How the hell we both are ended up like this situation. Why.
" I am sorry lee.. " he said again he did keep saying sorry. And that is annoying the hell out of me..
" Stopp saying sorry. I am feed of your sorrys. Get the hell out of from here. I will met you when I am done.." i yelled at him. And he turn around he want to say somthing to me but he again walk away closing he's mouth. When he try to open he's mouth to say somthing. But than he did what I said to him. He leave as fast as he can. And I take deep breath.
Claiming myself down. And than i rest ten minutes more in there. And than I get out from the bath. And than get ready to meet him.
When I done with it. I walk to he's room. Maybe Becca will be there. So I knock he's door first. Becca did open the door. And she look at me and smile at me.
" Hyy sorry for that tonight again.." she said and i nodded with my head.
" It's really cool. Don't worry about that. Where is Chase.." i ask her.
" He's not here. Maybe he is in study room. Or I don't know.." she said. Look like she also take shower. So I nodded and than walk away.. maybe he is in living room.
When I reach downstairs. I see he is seating in living room watching tv. I walk there and seating beside him. Didn't said to him. But seat there.
" I am sorry for everything.. everything is not going the way I am thinking.." he said to me. And I look at he's watching football. Tony is in team. Sometimes he do play well I guess. or he always play well..
" There is nothing to be sorry. And you are doing well." I tell him.
" No I am not. Becca come and than I am not concentrating my work, Angel and you.. we both are in distance. And we both are endded up in awkward situation." He said to me.
" Hmmm yeah.. that last one I am totally agree with that.. you do have bad timing. Or you do it on purposely. If you do please do with Becca. I am not comfortable. " I said and joke around when I know it's not joke. So I laugh nervously.
" Do I doing it is right thing. Or I am going so fast. " He ask me. I don't kbow what to say to him. And I can't be selfish about anything.
" Ummmm i don't know. But she make you happy. And you feel like complete man than you are doing right thing. " I tell him.
" She did make me happy. She always do. " He said to me. Mmmm.. accept it.
" Than you are doing nothing wrong. But at least don't forget Angel. " I tell him.
" I never." He said. Then we both seat in the couch saying nothing it's just silent.
" I should go it's late. i have to go tomorrow hospital.." I tell him.
" Okky but I have to talk about the party.." he said and I look at him.
" Our last project go well and we did profile triples time. I never thought that it will be huge ." He said and I am happy for him.
" Ohh my god. I am happy for you.. congratulations" i said and hug him. And he did hug me back.
" Thanks.. thanks to being there for me.." he said to me. I don't want to be make things awkward so I pull away. And smile at him.
" So yeah.. that's why we plan to throw the party. And one more think that I want to say.." he said to me.. and i nodes with my head.
" You are invited. But there is also someone who's going to be there. " He said and I get it where this topic going to be.
" Look he did have sign contract. So we can't do that. So I hope you understand.." he said.
" Don't worry.. he already got my message. And plus after Becca dumped him. I don't think he will be coming. So don't worry.. I am sleepy now see you tomorrow good night.." i tell him. And get up. When he pull me again. And kiss my forehead. And I smile at him. So did he.
After that I get up. And walk to my bedroom. Angel are sleeping in my bed. I also join her pulling blanket our me. She did feel me that I am sleeping besides her. She come closer to me and hug me. And I hug her back. Kiss her forehead. And than I also close my eyes.
Thinking about what Chase said. And think about the baby.. and deep sleep took over me..