Next day. I am happy that Angel don't have any fever or anything. Without waking her up. And get up. And get dress for hospital.
When I reach the kitchen. I am glad that no one that here. So I can freely do whatever I want to do.. I made coffee for me and than get bread butter and eat it. And than I left for hospital without wasting more time.
I still lhave to unpack all the shopping bags. I hope if i done early i can do that getting home early. If I don't than it will going to be the hard day for me.
Thank god I do have dress for party. Well it's not that fancy. And I don't want to dress up much. I am fine the way i am.
When I reach hospital. I see Julian is talking with some girl. I am happy looking at them. I will ask him. When I get Time.
Reaching my office. There is already are files that I have to look for it. There is lots of discharge that I have to see that paitents and than give them discharge. so this is kind of my day I mean I am going to be bussy I guess like this..
Julian already did that work that why we can get them discharge. So I just have to once check it out. He is stupid boy. I don't trust him. Half of time he do is Flirt. But he is smart kid.
Someone knock to my door. And I tell him to enter. And than thinking about the Devil he come in with big smile. Hmmm maybe he did get lead today who knows.
"What make you today happy happy ." I ask him. Still reading my file.
" Good morning to you doctor millier. And you don't have idea how much I am Happy today I am.. " he said and than I sign the discharge pepper and than close it. And get another one to read it..
" I saw you in morning you are with girl.. so seems like you get yourself girlfriend mmmm." I said to him. And he didn't said anything. I look at him he is blushing.
" looking at you i can take yes than.." i said and smile.
" She is nice girl. And I am ready to wheeling to settle down with her.. " he said. Hearing this amaze me..
" Woahh. That deep.. but you still are kid. I mean not like that. You still didn't proppr have job. Don't you think it's to fast.. " i tell him.
" I know but I can't west time to wait for perfect time. Who knows someone will come and somthing happnd and than we both part away. I can't take risk.. this is the best time to take risk. And my work can wait. But she can't. So yeah.. " he said to me and he did said right thing. Work can wait. But the person we want our life. They can't. I think I did mistake in my life. Molly is telling me truth and i didn't understand but now I did. Guess now I can't go back and make everything right. So it's better to let go. And continue your life.
" Well than congress. I am happy for you. My blessings with you and her always. Anytime anything anywhere. If you need just come to me. I always to wheeling to help.. don't hesitate.. " i tell him.
" I know you are sometimes act like bitch but you are not that bitch.. and I know you mean it what you said. But don't worry I already arranged everything. Let's see hows its goes.. " he said and than I nodded.
" Okky so back to the work shell we.." i tell him. And than he help me to finish all my work. And I am happy for that. After that we both go to ward. And than take look around and check on all patients.
Lunch time is come to fast. Or just in this hattrick day I didn't see the time. My lunch is already in my table so I grab it and eat it. And than check news what they says.
News go fast. Tony and Becca's breakup and cancel the marriage are everywhere in headlines. And than new post that she is staying with us. And having great time with Chase. That's why I hate to been celebrety.
Tony is getting hard time I guy's. Three years staying with her and she broke it off just like that. But he did deserve it. Why did he pull the stunt. Did he do on purposely or somthing. I don't care. I just want to stay away from him.
The whole week goes like this. I do come home and than spend time with Angel and Becca. Becca don't have working with anyone in new day's. So she is just free so she is babysitting to Angel. And that good that someone has to take care of angel.
When I get home she do stay with little and than walk away to her and Chase room. Which I don't mind. I do spend time with angel.
Sometimes we both take nap Together. And than I help her to do her homework. She is smart kid. So it's easy to teach her. I don't have to force her to study's. She like to do first complete her study after that do whatever she want to do like play with toys or whatever is that..
The day come. That Chase tell me that we have party to attend. First time Chase tell me that leave Angel home with Maria. Maria caretaker of Angel. We never need her. But when we both are bussy that time we tell her to take care of her.
Why the hell Chase said not to bring angel. This idea i don't like it leave the Angel home and enjoy the partty. I am going to be bored. I just stay there hour or something and than I can leave the party. Plus I didn't even know anyone there. So it's win-win situation. right I guess.
I wear the black dress which I brought it with angel. She did force me to buy it. It's full of one piece black silk dress. It's simple but arractive. One of off shoulder or other are with full sleeves.
After than I did little make-up to myself get presentable. I still have to face media no matter what. So I have to me look good. Even they did. Click phots good.
When I get out from my room walk to the living room Chase are seating there wearing suite. And he look at me up to down and smile.
" Black totally suites you.." he said and I smile at him. And thank him.
" Where is Becca.. " i ask him.
" She did call the beauticians to make her ready. She is model so how to look best.. that's her words not mine. So guess we have to wait for her.. " he said to me. No in way I will said to them.
" Actually before I go to party. I have to be somewhere first. So i am done I will meet you guys there. Hope you idnt mind.. " i lied. But that's better. I don't want to be third wheel..
" Lier.. but it's oky. I can understand we will meed you there. Take care. And don't be late.. " he said and I nodded with my head. And left the house. He did know me well. Than how can he didn't see this. What he is doing it right or wrong.
I get in to my car. And started to drive. I do have to Clear my mind. I did talk about baby to Julian seens we both are close to new day's. Plus I only have me right now to talk to him. To share things with him. So he told me that he is support me. But he also tell me that I do have to think about this.
I park the car in near the beach. Still didn't get out from. The car. I still have to attend that partty. So I am stay in here. Looking at the beach. It's all empty. Couple of people are talking or kissing. I look at them and smile at them.
In my whole life. I never been in relationship. It's always physical or mental. I never experienced to hold head. Kissing in beach. Late nights talks. Cuddling. Nothing. I think I am not that beautiful that people will intersted to be in relationship. I look like one night stand or somthing. I guess..
I don't know how much time I seat there. After that I feel like I have to go there. For 15 to 20 minutes and than i will leave the place.
After 15 minutes good drive I reach the destination. People are still coming and out. I give the keys to the guards. And than walk straight to the hall. I feel confident. And why not. There is nothing to hide. Or show.
When I reach there. All are talking. Deep musix is coming out. People are chatting they all have glass of drinks there hands. Maybe it's champion or somthing. This time there is no one that i can meet or talk.
So i walk to the bar. And order myself to drink. Someone is come seat besides me..
" Seems like I am not the one who's alone.." fimiler voice come. Not again.
" Sorry what I did last time. If I didn't do that they not going to be together. Last time it's not up to me to save there relationship but this time I do have. So I did what I feel. In that thing I did hurt you. And make my impression bad front of you.. " he said to me and i look at him he didn't looking at me. But he did drunk he's drink and looking at don't know where.
" I thought that you both are together. Than I did check background. " He said to me. The whole time I just listening to him.
" After the heart break. I never feel love to anyone. And I also know that if I did married with her. It's just going to be physically nothing else. And I don't want that.. I remember every word you said to me. " He tell me and than our eyes meet. And I can say that he did saying is truth.
" I am happy that you did complete your dream. The way you are now. And what you did for Chase. If Becca was in your place she did give up on him. " He said to me.
" Why she will do that. She love Chase don't she.. " i ask him.
" She didn't. And than she didn't even know. What she want in her life. I hope that if she is taking risk. I hope she don't hurt him again. Because I know Chase will don't going to be alright. He survive because he do have tiny miny think that Becca will be back. Because they both part away because of misunderstanding. But this time there will be no reasons to be stop her. " He said to me.
" I hope she will be stay with him. And make him happy.." i tell him.
" Why didn't you move on with him. Looking at your eyes I can see you did have something for hiim. " He said to me..
" Scenes when you read people's mind and eyes.." i joke.
" It's not everyone's. It's just whom I know to my whole life. And I still stuck there. And still didn't move on and I don't want to.. " he said and than we both are look at each other. And I see in he's eyes. I see that I don't want to see it. Feel it. And read it. Know it. I can't.. I just can't.. but he did have still effect on me.. why.. after long time..
I close my eyes to take deep breath. not to think about him like that.. I want to but I can't..