"Maestro."
Belvia.
"Obsessing over a guy has been a way of life since puberty, since I first glanced at a new boy in school, who turned out to be your grandfather, and felt my heart skip a beat. You learn to ignore and screen out most of that. There are a lot of cute men in the world, thank God. However, when a guy hits every base, when he's everything you could have ever dreamed of and more, when you see his flaws and you realise that you can roll with them, that they can actually make it better too... more full bodied... then, my baby, you are sunk in the best way possible. There is no return ticket. This is one way. You are in love with him. You will always be in love with him. Anyone else would be a pale shadow of this and you'd rather be alone than suffer the comparison. Part of love is obsessing over your man. So much of self determination in these matters is an illusion, so pray that your match was made in heaven."
