Before he was born, Tyrone's mother was a rich African-American Petite-Skinny Ebony-skinned woman named Tierra Jacob, with a lot of widespread in Houston, Texas.
Tierra, one day, went to a bar. A Christian most often wouldn't go to one, and she was Christian, but she wanted to meet a friend there, and boy, was the encounter nerve-racking.
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The thought of heading to a bar as a Christian who has heard so many bad stories but also good stories, the bad stories overweigh your experience.
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20-year-old Tierra went in to meet her Pale Latina Pal, 19-year-old Adana, the meaning of Adana...
It is a Mexican name that means "Created by God." with Hebrew origin meaning "Earth."
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They both used Fake IDs that Adana provided, scaring the apples out of Tierra.
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Adana sat next to Tierra, who vowed to herself she'd never be alone in the bar; there were tons of men and types of men, like robbers and abusers, especially.
Then, there were drunks. Adana was the only reason she was here; Tierra lightly rocked back in forth as she mentally fell into her head; her mind was focused on her imagination; she had a wild one which resulted in her writing books that made her famous and wealthy.
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Tierra lightly rocked back and forth, scrunching her shoulders, poking Adana, and saying, "I want to go home now." Whispering sternly, afraid to insult the other bar members into attacking her.
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She was the most afraid of getting hit by them; getting killed was also an apparent fear, and nobody wanted to die.
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There was another tanned Mexican Man who was sober and afraid to be there himself; his name was José Luis, and he was rich, too, a musician who was scared of ending up like the other famous people, with tons of lies and rumors.
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José was only at the bar to save his brother from a lifestyle of becoming a drunk, but his brother named, Miguel was already a drunk; José just forced himself into denial.
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Tierra quickly whispers to Adana, "I wanna go home!" In a panic, Adana was afraid and told her, "What about today? It's my birthday!" And Tierra didn't want her friend to feel bad and start hating Tierra.
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Tierra thought that even adults could hate you that quickly over something like this. It sounded ridiculous to her, but she's heard of stories where if someone stopped talking to another person after being busy for a while, the other person would sob and cry; it happened to Tierra's mother; Tierra's mother thought it was ridiculous.
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After the bar meeting, José was already outside scolding his little brother; Tierra hid in her car. Tierra drank Kool-Aid because she didn't drink beer or wine or anything like that and had no interest in water, to be honest. She only drank water for her health.
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José saw Tierra and knew she was the famous writer who had reluctantly done autographs and put her face in her book because she wanted people to know who wrote it.
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José walked to Tierra and told her he was her biggest fan; despite being a famous musician, he told her, "I have written some songs about your books!"
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Later on, he hit on her, and she wanted to marry SOMEONE, ANYONE, so she charmed him into being her boyfriend.
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Before they married, Tierra married the tanned Mexican man José Luis, a pretty wealthy guy himself; both had built up their wealth slowly.
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Tierra was constantly affectionate and wanted her love to shine, so she constantly flirted with José.
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One day, José got revved up, and Tierra was, too; they both accidentally conceived their first child in the back of their limo in their garage.
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A month later, Tyrone's existence was confirmed after his mom got a pregnancy test; his mom was oblivious to the fact she was pregnant, and only her husband noticed the signs and bought the test for her and told her, "Take it, you're pregnant."
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Tierra was super happy to hear this because she's always wanted to have BABIES; Tierra LOVED BABIES!
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Tierra slowly walked to the bathroom in case she was pregnant and took the test.
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Tierra realized how foolish she'd be to hope she was pregnant and scared, but it came out positive, so Tierra took it six more times, all positive, no negative because she WAS PREGNANT.
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Tierra decided it was time to change her unhealthy lifestyle; she would lay around more and eat veggies even though she hated them; Tierra was so scared she'd back out on all those promises and ruin her baby's life.
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Tierra remembered that not brushing your teeth can result in miscarriage because the bacteria from the gunk on your teeth if you don't touch them, can be swallowed into your spit because the body divides what you eat.
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When you swallow your spit, the body takes some of it and gives it to the baby inside of you, and because the bacteria from the gunk on dirty teeth is in the spit, if it gets into the baby, it can harm the baby's health.
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Tierra promised God she'd brush her teeth every day and believed that he'd make her do it. Tierra only spits out her spit but never swallows it, even when brushing her teeth, because toothpaste isn't unhealthy.
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Tyrone was born in 1977; he was... Creepy, to say the least, he was pretty standard as a child. When he was born in 1977, Tyrone's mom was a single mother.
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Here's how she became a single mom...
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José walked outside and saw a murder happen; the murderer saw him and killed him by stabbing him 50 times to make sure he was dead.
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Four years after the birth of Tyrone, his mother, Tierra, self-destructed. Tierra never drank or did drugs, but she constantly lay in bed, depressed and having thoughts of suicide. She was never willing to have sex out of wedlock due to her religion, but she was so close to killing herself.
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Tyrone, one day, at six years old, went into her room and saw her cutting herself 60 times; she even tried to cut her arm off but stopped herself.
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There was an extended cut around her left arm, but the cut circle NEVER completed itself.
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Tierra was disgusted, unnerved, and AFRAID of demons, knowing they caused her to do this obscene and awful act to herself. Tierra realized how far demons were willing to go; she had already known but never had this feeling come like that.
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It was like... You KNOW something is dangerous, but you never knew JUST HOW DANGEROUS. Tierra is a Christian, so she believes in spiritual creatures called Demons, Angels, Fallen Angels, etc. EXIST.
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Tierra called 911 and told them, "I tried to kill myself, I tried to cut off my arm, I didn't try to kill myself, but I did try to be freaking stupid and ruin my body!"
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The ambulance came as Tierra tried to put pressure on her wound and wrap it up with her shirt, she never wore a bra, so she was topless. It was so embarrassing when the doctors came in; she tried to cover herself, then she saw...
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HER SON, the one person TOO Young to see her like that! She was happy she didn't kill herself in front of him and wanted him to be satisfied, but she knew she was not the right mother for him and thought, "I'll scare the crap out of him if he lives with me, like this! He'll be so stressed out!"
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Tyrone was shocked and frozen; seeing his mom cut herself up like that was CRAZY, he was so scared and asked her to stop, but demons had constricted her hearing; she zoned out; anything else was mumbling.
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At the mental hospital, she willingly checked herself in due to the shock of her son seeing her do such things; she voluntarily brought herself around saner people to make herself sane. She got more into God because she left God for three years out of the six years her son was alive. She rejected God when her son was 4.
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She's coming back to God, and her son was in the care of her caramel-skinned African-American sister, Quanesha, and her best friend, Adana.
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Problem: Adana was secretly a hardcore drunk, and Quanesha... Beyond Quanesha's Golden flecked Hickory Brown eyes, her light brown hair she highlighted pastel Mint green and her pretty ebony freckles that pattered her caramel skin, she... She liked power.
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Adana moved in with Quanesha so that Quanesha could help Adana care for Tierra's son. Adana knew she was a drunk and, thus, couldn't do it alone.
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Quanesha LOVED it when people feared her; it gave her shots of dopamine; dopamine is a type of neurotransmitter. Your body makes it, and your nervous system sends messages between nerve cells. That's why it's sometimes called a chemical messenger. Dopamine plays a role in how we feel pleasure.
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Dopamine is the feel-good neurotransmitter—a chemical that ferries information between neurons. The brain releases it when we eat food that we crave or while we have sex, contributing to feelings of pleasure and satisfaction as part of the reward system.
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Dopamine & Quanesha were best friends; she loved controlling a small boy and... Even more so... A GROWN WOMAN.
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A grown woman controlling another one gives Quanesha a feeling of accomplishment because, often, adults don't want to be told what to do. Quanesha took control by using one primary manipulation tactic:
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They are controlling the booze.
To do this, she lied, controlled the money, and kept locks on the doors, windows, fridge, and anywhere wine was available; Quanesha was a skinny and muscular woman who loved this fact because Adana was a skinny-petite woman who looked super frail. Quanesha would beat Adana if Adana refused to listen to Quanesha and threatened to keep the booze locked from her.
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Quanesha often manipulated Tierra's son; she even manipulated Tyrone's mother as a child; you see, a teenage Quanesha raised Tierra after Tierra's father was shot in the head by Quanesha and then Quanesha blamed her deadbeat and physically abusive mother for her physically abusive father's death.
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She took good care of 6-year-old Tierra at the tender age of 17 years old. Still, she always constantly manipulated her into doing what Quanesha wanted for fun and the feeling of control she began to crave due to her years of not having any power in her life, being raised by physically abusive and controlling parents.
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Quanesha made him feel like he was an evil boy if he crossed her; she beat him, scared him with her nails,s and bit him if he made her angry.
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With Adana, it was much worse because Adana wasn't her sister's son, showing Quanesha felt some form of feelings for her little sister, whom she manipulated but raised.
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Instead of scarring Adana with nails, Quanesha used knives; Quanesha would push Adana into the oven and chain Adana in there but never turn it on, lie, and say, "I'll turn it on, watch me." Turn the knobs a bit but make sure it ends up off.
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Quanesha used to put candles near the stove to make it look like the fire was burning; sometimes, she'd melt candles on the floor that matched the skin tone of Adana TO MAKE ADANA PANIC AND BELIEVE ADANA WAS THE ONE THAT WAS MELTING.
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Quanesha filmed these things and watched them as if they were play-funny type videos that brought her grotesque amounts of unworthy joy.
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In 1998, Tyrone was 20 years old and fixated on Beyoncé's music. Tyrone always listened to Destiny's Child.
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Destiny's Child was an American girl group whose final and best-known lineup comprised Beyoncé Knowles, Kelly Rowland, and Michelle Williams. The group began their musical career as Girl's Tyme, formed in 1990 in Houston, Texas.
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Tyrone's favorite song was Survivor, ALWAYS. Tyrone listened to it. Quanesha gave Tyrone nightmares; Tyrone's childhood with Quanesha was like living with Satan; Quanesha always looked at him with this cold stare, as if she was a mighty Queen who controlled the house.
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This song... SURVIVOR... He knew he was one; he can remember when Quanesha forced Adana into the oven while drunk and turned it on for 6 minutes, then turned it off and left a candle burning; Adana was a survivor; she survived.
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Adana's foot was burned severely by the oven's metal barred trays, Adana was drunk and bashed the window of the range until it shattered, and Adana got Quanesha and attacked her; Quanesha knifed Adana to the point where Adana had 50 large long scars, and Adana called 911.
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Tyrone sobbed as he looked at Quanesha; Tyrone was seven years old.
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Adana was so drunk she thought her skin was melting when the pale-skinned candle melted, driving her to freak out and break loose.
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Tyrone had a panic attack and called his mother, Tierra, who was doing great with her mental health.
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Tyrone asked her, "Are you okay, mom? I need to talk; I'm jittery; my voice is not normal," His mom asked him. "Oh my gosh, are you okay, Baby?!" So, Tierra drove to his place and held him as he vented to her all the horrible things Quanesha did to him and Adana.
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Tierra was in the mental hospital for five years; she had no idea what Quanesha was doing but, honestly, found it horrible that they had a blown-out fight when Tierra tried to regain custody of her son. Tierra had to practically kidnap her son from Quanesha, who wanted to continue controlling Tyrone.
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Tyrone was sobbing as his mother held him and told him, "God loves you, and I love you; I'll get you help, baby."
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His mother always wanted to be loving to him.
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Tyrone became increasingly obsessed with Beyoncé; this craving for Beyoncé came when Tierra went to the hospital for cancer surgery; she survived, so she played the song she loved, SURVIVOR by Destiny's Child.
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She showed it to him because she loved him and wanted him to feel like she'd made it through with God's help. So she played him gospel songs, but Survivor stuck to him.
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She showed him the Song "Never would have made it, " a gospel song, and he went and secretly listened to the song "Survivor." He had PTSD, Schizophrenia, and bipolar type 2 disorder.
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He listened to Beyoncé's songs to cope. However, his Schizophrenia got to him; he heard voices that sounded like Beyoncé singing and chose to attend. It was like Opera; she sang everyday words and conversations.
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Tyrone thought Tyrone was talking to her; in reality, he was not. Tyrone eventually told his mom that he had met Beyoncé, and his mom told him, "Are you sure?" Tierra knew Tyrone was mentally ill.
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Beyoncé, in full Beyoncé Giselle Knowles (born September 4, 1981, Houston, Texas, U.S.), American singer-songwriter and actress who achieved fame in the late 1990s as the lead singer of the R&B group Destiny's Child and then launched the hugely successful solo career.
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Tyrone went to the library and read many books about cloning; he became obsessed with the topic and hoped that he could clone the woman of his dreams, who, unfortunately for Beyoncé at this point in her life, WAS Beyoncé.
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On July 5, 1996, Dolly the sheep—the first mammal successfully cloned from an adult cell—was born at the Roslin Institute in Scotland. Code-named initially "6LL3," the cloned lamb was named after singer and actress Dolly Parton.
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When Tyrone was 23, it was 2000, and the First Human Clone Named Tiny B was cloned.
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To be continued...