Natasha and Wanda drag me to a dress shop. I watch them change in and out of several dresses from outside the dressing rooms. They look so beautiful in every dress they put on. I wasn't very helpful in their decision making. Why is everyone so trusting? I guess it has to deal with the fact that I didn't want to work for Hydra.
Next, we go to find masks that complement their dresses. Natasha buys another mask. That one is absolutely beautiful with the details that went into making it. The party is tonight, and I'm nervous about it. I've never been to a party before.
Later that day, I go to my bedroom. Thanks again, Tony, for giving me a place to stay. I find a beautiful dress on the bed with a note on top of it. Natasha and Wanda rush into the room with a makeup box and a curling iron. They tell me to get dress. How did they know what size I am?
After I change, they begin to work on my hair and makeup. Once we are finished with everything, Natasha hands me the mysterious mask. We meet up with Tony and receive half of a song quote. I don't want to look for the person with the other half.
Even though I know I have to find my "soul mate" for the night; I decide to walk around the giant room for a little bit while looking at the multiple people invited to the party.
I see that a tall man, with short dirty blond hair, is walking towards me. He asks me if I have the other half of his quote.
I smile at him and nod. I recognize the voice as the star spangled man with a plan. He asks me if I wanted a drink. I hold up my cup of water that I got shortly after I had arrived. Sam pulls Steve away from me. I walk outside after it begins to feel too crowded.
I find another tall man, but this time with long brown hair. I walk over to him. "I assume you're not a big fan of crowds either." I tell him. He looks at me and doesn't say a word. He just hands me his half of a quote. Tony must have made a terrible mistake.
I just smile at him and show him my half. I then sing the song to him. "You have a lovely singing voice." He compliments me. I can't help but smile at the compliment. "Would you like to go in? You look a bit cold."
I grab his left hand and walk in with him. I can tell he is uncomfortable with me holding his hand, so I let go.
Wanda runs over to me and pulls me towards the front of the room. Tony hands me a microphone. I figure he wants me to sing. I don't know how he knows I sing.
I begin to sing one of Frank Sinatra's songs. I watch people pair up and dance while I continue to sing. I get cut off mid-song when I get shot. My arm was grazed.
I growl at the person who decided to shoot me. He flies across the room into a wall. He goes straight through the wall. I fix the wall after I walk through it. The wound has already healed, but I'm still angry. He picks a bad night to make me mad.
It is a full moon after all, and he knows what that means. My eyes turn black as I change into a wolf. A growl rips out of my throat. I bite his arm off; then I jump on top of him and rip his throat out.
I hear Steve's shield fly past my head. I then feel a sharp pain in my left hind leg. I howl out of pain and turn to see who shot me. I can tell it had to be Bucky because of the metal hand attached to the gun. I run away limping as fast as my body would let me.
I end up in a park. As I calm down, I slowly turn back and access the damage. I sadly know this won't heal as fast as the graze the Hydra man, that I killed, did.
I teleport myself back to the tower. I grab the first aid kit and bandage my leg after making sure there wasn't a bullet stuck inside my thigh. I return to the party afterwards in hope of my "soul mates" not realizing who I am yet. I am not suppose to give away who I am until midnight.
I would say 'I can't believe Bucky would point a gun at me,' but I'm not. No one knows that I'm a werewolf. I can't help but let a whimper out due to the excruciating pain.
Natasha dashes towards me and ask me if I'm ok. I give her a small smile. I can feel her eyes follow me as I drag my body towards Tony.
"I'm sorry for breaking the wall." I tell him. He replies to me with an "it is alright." I watch Steve and Bucky move toward me.
As everyone evacuates the floor, Steve and Bucky both are wanting to dance with me. I smile at the two of them and start to swing dance since a 40's song came on.
I move slowly away from the two. They both realize what I was doing and decide to go along with it. I would dance, swapping partners. I assume Bucky taught Steve how to dance.
Luckily the song ends quickly because the pain in my leg begins to soar through the roof. I know they are watching me shuffle across the floor to the bar. I notice them following me as well. Bruce and Natasha stare at me sympathetically.
Steve and Bucky both ask me why I'm limping. "It's nothing to worry about." I try to tell them, but they don't want to listen to me. Bucky lifts my dress up just enough to see the bloody bandage. He goes to tell me how it doesn't look like nothing.
"Do you want me to check your injury?"
"I'm fine, Bruce. Like I said it is nothing to make a big fuss over." I wobble away; I didn't want to shift back into the big bad wolf.
I think I'm just going to hide from them until midnight. Luckily for me, that is only two hours away. I see Thor laughing at some agent trying to lift mjolnir. I very slowly make my way towards him. I hand mjolnir to him. Everyone stares at me in complete shock. I ask why is everyone looking at me like that.
Loki laughs since he was right beside Thor. "How funny is that; a tiny midgardian can lift your precious hammer, brother." He says to Thor.
It wasn't long before Steve and Bucky come over angry. I don't quite know why me lifting a hammer angers them. They begin to yell at me about how stupid it was for me to walk away injured and then lift mjolnir. Steve doing the majority of the yelling.
I stormed away to my room; my eyes turned black as I began to punch the wall repeatedly. Tony and the girls walked in to see me fix the wall every time I put a dent in it. I knew Friday had to tell them what I was doing. I kept getting angrier eventually I turned back into the wolf. I howled to the moon, since I had the blinds up.
I'm not five years old. Why do they have to treat me like I can't take care of myself? I don't want to be babied.
It finally becomes midnight, and I finally calm down enough to turn back. My eyes go back to their natural colours. On our way back to the party, Natasha asks me what happened to my leg.
I say, "Steve tried to decapitate me, and then Bucky shot me." Tony grabs a mic and announces for everyone to find your mate and remove your masks. It didn't take me long to find Steve and Bucky. They already took their masks off. I take mine off once I got to them.
Everyone begins to file out, except for everyone who lives here or an avenger. Tony, Natasha, and Wanda yell at me for not telling anybody that I'm part wolf.
"I told you guys I'm a hybrid. I'm three monsters in one." I yell right back at them.
"I've tried everything I could think of to get rid of it, but it proves to be useless. Because of the stupid mutation, I've gained powers I didn't even want. I can't seem to die either."
Trust me I've tried so has Hydra. I can't completely control the monsters inside. My hair turned into this dark blue that fades into this light blue."
At that point in time, I begin to mutter to myself in German. "Warum muss ich so dumm sein?" I leave to change and to go to sleep. In reality, I just want to watch the moon and stars. I am tired of constantly fighting my darker sides. Why can't I be good? Why do I have to be a monster?
I feel two sets of eyes on me. I turn to see Steve and Bucky. "Can I help you two with something?" They just stare at me. Loki pops in.
"Get out of my room, Loki. You don't want to make me angry. I just might rip your throat out like I did with that agent." I know Bucky feels bad about shooting me now that he's aware he caused my discomfort. I push Loki out of my room with so much force it knocked him down.
After I was already sitting cross-legged on my bed looking out the window, I watched from my peripheral vision the super soldiers walk over to me. All they did was stare at me. "Please stop staring at me."
Tony walks in and asks, "Have you two old men gotten with my cousin yet?" They glare at Tony. If looks could kill, Tony would be nothing but ash.
It finally clicks in my head, that there was a reason why both Steve and Bucky had the other half to "Sweet Dreams." I throw the book on my bedside table at Tony.
I growl at Tony's stupidity. I yelp out due to the stabbing pain in my thigh coming back times ten. I get off the bed and drag my body towards Tony. "Was that the only reason for the ludicrous party of yours?"
"Well, yeah. I'm fucking surprised you didn't figure it out before." He tells me. I smile devilishly to him and turn around. I walk over to the two soldiers. I kiss both of them on the cheek and wish them a Happy Valentine's Day.
I yell at Tony to get out of my room. I tell Steve and Bucky "Goodnight." I watch them walk out.
Tony says, "I'm giving you crutches tomorrow."
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"Warum muss ich so dumm sein?" means Why am I so stupid?