As morning came walking through the window, Lukas's arm around me. His body was warm and soft the way that would make me fall asleep in his arm's all day. "Would you like to take a bath with me..?" His voice was so deep and sexy when he's half asleep, when i truned to see his face his eye's were closed his body half exposed. "You look sexy when your half asleep." I said as i saw a soft smile go on his smuged face. "Your always going to be beautiful." He moved in closer as his lips tuched mine's gently, i could feel my heart beating fast.
"I'm never going to stop loving you Gin." He opened his eye's, as he looked deeply into mine's, i could feel that he was telling the truth. I could hear his heart beating so gentle i just wanted sleep in his arm's. "Could you just let me stay in your arm's...' I looked at him as i made a puppy dog eye's. "Fine.. just promise that i can do this tomorrow." He smiled at me gently as he held me closer to his chest. His heart beating fast and getting more warmer. I snuggled more on him feeling myself drift into sleep again.
Waking up in the afternoon, i could see that Lukas was gone. I got up fast as i was worried that he left and that i couldn't find him anymore. That last night was a dream that he really was gone.. I wont find him again. I kept feeling myself panking.. until he walked through his door with some 2 bags of McD's and 2 drinks in his other hand. Seeing him made me calmer and happy seeing him, my heart started to beat like crazy.
"I thought you might be hungry so i went to get you food. I did try to wake you up but you.. just didn't want to wake up and you kicked me off the bed." He smiled like a jerk when he said that to me, i just felt my face going red as i just took the bag of food and looked away. "Uh.. thank's for the food." He smiled at me as he sat next to me. "Go on eat, if your still hungry we can oder more food." His voice was just so warm and kinda, my heart felt so nice hearing his voice.
"Yeah.. i would like some more food later." I smiled and pulled him closer to me. "Stay with me for just a little longer please." His face truned light red as he got closer and kiss me gently as his heart started to bump louder and louder. I smiled as i could feel my heart calm and happy.
This time i know that i wont make the wrong mistake.
After a few day's had past being with Lukas is amazing now, that he told me the truth that i was looking for, but i am scared of what he has in his hands.
Going along my normal life i feel happy that i no longer feel heart broken.. but being used is another thing that my heart can't help but cry. Dorin was alway's with me since Lukas felt scared something might happen to me since everyone knew that I'm with him.
As me and Dorin walked besides the pool side me in a two piece bikini. "Do you care for a swim with me Dori?" As i jokinly said that he pushed me in with a kick, i felt my body being swolled whole by the water. As i could hear his cocky laugh, the way i swam back for air seeing him, his hnad out in front of me. I pulled him in as I saw far from while i laughed, as i sat on the edge i found myself smiling as Dorin came swiming towards me he smiled and sat up next to me. "What's that smile on your face?" He said as he took off his coat and shirt exposing his body. "I like that I'm happy with him, yes im scared of what he does well.. what you both do. I'm not sure i want to be part of something like this.. well your world." As I looked down at the water glistening I felt Dorin's hand on my head gently. "Its okay to be scared, don't worry I'm here to protect you from anything." He had a soft smile, that let me knew that I am safe.. not in the way i knew but safe.
As the day wen tby there was one thing that kept bothering me in such a way that made me angry yet good in some way. "Hey Dorin do you know where that girl is... his ex i mean." He looked at me amazed that i asked him something like that, he only smiled at me as he came close and sat next to me as we were on the balcony and the star's seemed to be shining so brightly this time of night. "Zoe, right? Why do you want to see her?" he took out a ciggertte as his other hand was a lighter. "Want her loction?" he looked at me with a smirk on his face as he lit his ciggertte. "No, i want you to make a date for me and her. I want to talk to her. But make it sound that it's Lukas thats looking for her." I smiled devilishly as i looked up at the sky seeing all the pretty stars glisten. "You sure do live up to you nickname that's for sure. Diabla." He smiled as he exhaled his smoke.
As the day's past Dorin caem running to me was i was in the garden with Lukas feeding him some grapes. "I need to talk to you." Dorin smiled as he truned his back to us, Lukas was about to get up as i pulled him back down on his back. "He was talking to me goof."
I smiled then got as up as i went walking towards him. He truned to face me as he gave me a card. "What he she say?" As i looked at him smiling, i could feel that he was nervous yet excited to tell me what he heard. "Well she'll be waiting in the resturant at the next town over she'll be wearing a long blue dress." He said everything with a smile, he knew already what my plan is, there is 2 reason's why i was called diabla.
1.) I was very daring to a lot of things that made my heart race
2.) I would be a bitch to everyone that would break or hurt me
"May i please come with you that day? She said it will be on a Thursday night." Dorin pleased me as i smiled and nodded. "A thursday night? Does she really have nothing to do that night?" He chuckled as i told him to stay as thursday was only just 2 day's away. And i need to find the perfect outfit for that night. "Besides i need him to be there to help me out with anything that goes down." As i find myself smiling like the devil, Lukas walks up to me with a worried look. "Everything ok?" I smiled at hime nicely as he kissed my forehead. As he held my tightly in his arm's i could hear his beating heart like a beautiful song.