Dear Hope,
It's been a while, I guess. This is a new diary because I've filled my other one up and - oh my gods - so much shit has happened!
I'm no longer who I was - I am now the new and improved Lan Taehyung!
I'm stoked that I'm a Lan and I'm so excited that when we marry Nie Yunghe (Xion) will take my name!! Not that I have anything against the Nie's, but Nie Taehyung just doesn't sound the same, it's not as pretty as me and I want to have a name as pretty as me.
Lan Taehyung and Lan Yunghe. Lan Win and Lan Xion.
I love the way it sounds, rolls off the tongue the same way he rolls off mine when we... Yeah, not going into that here - it's a secret between me and Xion. Xion + Tae = XionTae (Shantai).. I want to adopt later on, like Papa Ying and Father Zhan did for me and Sizhui, and Xion thinks it's a good idea. I mean, I'm only 18 now but I know that I want to wait for a few years so when we're set up in our own place we will be able to do for others what Papa Ying and Father Zhan have done for me and Sizhui and so many other kids.
Took us all in and loved us and gave us everything we needed or wanted. Even if we didn't know we really needed or wanted it.
Meeting everyone at Wàng Jī Lǚdiàn was a blast last night (well, it was really this morning I suppose) and it was really good to see Eiji again- it feels like it's been forever even though it's only been a few months. Wow. He's fucking SMOKING HOT and if I wasn't with Xion I'd tap that ass....... Hmmm... Maybe don't tell Xion I said that, he'd probablly get all jelly and pound the fuck out of me. Actually. Maybe I do need to let him "accidentally" see my diary? Then I can have a jealous Yunghe fuck me into oblivion. DammiTT - now I'm hard just thinking about having him fill me up so I'm gonna go take care of this .... Actually. Am Gonna find Xion and convince him to gimme a hand, haha, gimme a "hand" - get it?? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
Gonna go have some love time with my high school sweetheart now, catch ya laters
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
As my good friend Tigger says, TTFN!
Love from your Taetae <3 <3 <3
Lan Win, aka: Lan Taehyung