[Ha, what is this feeling called?]
{What feeling?}
[I don't know. Suddenly I feel like a whole bunch of weight got released off my shoulders, you know? Is it pressure? Nah, it's something different. I feel really good now, you know? I don't think this is some sort of simple satisfaction. I don't know what to call it now.]
{Is it the vanishing of the guilt-ridden feeling that you've been having for eons now?}
[Guilt? Why would I feel guilty though? I don't get it.]
{I mean, you basically lied to Xue that you would certainly get back to her and stuff. So, that's a pretty good reason to feel guilty.}
[That was totally circumstantial. I could do nothing about it. I mean, imagine this. You made a promise with your parents. And before you could even think of fulfilling it, you die. Now, is that your fault for making that promising and not fulfilling it?]