You love me? Right.
I don't believe you,
Rainbows and sunshine,
Vanilla doobies.
Groovy...
Screw it. Screw her.
Screw them.
Go the fuck away.
Today I'm armed and dangerous.
Fuck it. I'll massacre.
With not but one bucket.
My cure
for endless buckets of tears.
And blood on my knuckles.
Insane chuckles. Fuckles.
Fuck it.
That's it. I'm done with this shit.
This pain. Babe. It's heinous.
Brainless. Methodless.
My methamphetamine kisses.
Put me to sleep.
Beep beep bo beep.
Beep beep no beep...
No sleep. I'm dead.
the suicide note read.
I hung instead
from a beam.
Unseen.
Right above the library.
Take out my book. You'll see.
Me. The real me. The real deal.
The pain. The screams. The blood.
The dreams. My demons. Too scared?
I dare you. I dare my mom, my dad, my best friend, my gran
To take a walk with me
To hell and back.
While I tell my story.