I'm hurt, internally spoken,
But she thinks I'm beautiful,
I'm damaged, lost and broken,
And fuckin' uncolourful.
Why me? I ask 'cause I don't know,
She kisses me,
Why me? I ask 'cause I'm too sentimental,
She admires me.
I have scars on my skin,
Written methodically, my story,
I hide my pain within,
My fears are exclamatory.
Why me? I ask 'cause I'm not sure,
She touches me,
Why me? I ask 'cause its confusing,
She accepts me.
I'm an emotional thunderstorm,
Too torn to care sometimes,
But she keeps me warm,
Consoles me when I cry.
Why me? 'cause I hate myself,
She comforts me,
Why me? 'cause I'm pathetic,
She wants me.
I bruise easily, that's cliché,
But its a sad revelation,
Of who I am today,
No-good blind physical solution.
Why me? 'cause I don't trust easily,
She cries,
Why me? 'cause I'm oversensitive,
She leaves.
I'm terrified of myself and what I've done,
Of the possibilities,
Of what I can do to her, ties undone,
I'm just messed up, disillusioned me.
Why me? Don't try me,
She hates me.
Why me? Please leave me.
She ignores me.
It's finished, my heart is crushed,
Beneath tons of excruciating pain,
I diminished the possibility of 'us',
And the hope of relighting it one day.
Why me? Don't look at me,
She walks away,
Why me? Regret me,
She forgets me.
It's over, I'm done,
She's gone,
My pain won,
I'm gone.