...Sebastian POV...
Kati is twenty weeks pregnant. It is the only thing that gives her joy these days. I can see that parts of her have given up. She is not very good at hiding things. It feels like she is only hanging on for the babies.
It breaks my heart to see her doing that. I know that she is going through incredible pain and that I can not even begin to imagine how bad it can be for her. I wish that I can just take it away from it for a moment, just to feel what she is going through.
The thing that does scare me the most is what is the babies are going through. It hurts to think that they, too, must be suffering some sort of pain. But I am sure that Dr. Wilson knows what he is doing. He is fighting hard for Kate and the boy's lives.
Today I am taking her back for chemo again. I must admit that I am get drained just by seeing what she is going through.
I cannot bear this anymore.
