…Kati POV…
I never have since Sebastian, apart from our wedding day, so happy the past few days. We have been going through endless catalogs ordering things for the boy's room. He is going beyond what is needed, but I am letting het do what he wants. He deserves this after everything that I have put him through with the uncertainty that laid over his head.
We are nearing the next session of chemo and also another week closer to the end of my second trimester. Which one I am more terrified about, that I do not know. I promised both Sebastian and Dr. Wilson that I would fight and do this chemo, but my main concern is the boys.
I have been on and off with how I have been feeling. The worse for me is the pain, the sickness, the vomiting varies from day to day. On the days that I cannot get out of bed, Sebastian stays with me in bed. He has been very supportive and being there for me with absolutely everything.
