It's all about time. If you don't get much of it then you won't have to go that deep into your closet with him. Your skeletons are better well hidden.
"That's something to look up to." He had to fix his hair so he flipped it to the side. Your eyes immediately went down to his lower lip.
His little mole was cute up close. Your heart skipped a beat. You feel light and bubbly you could dance the whole night. You tried to suppress the thoughts that tell you that this is just the beginning that the road goes downhill like it always does.
'Your previous traumas should not prevail and take control of your future.' You kept repeating your mantra over and over.
"I missed LA weather." You said smelling the air.
"Yes, the weather is nice here." He nodded.
"I'm thinking about spending the night here. Watch the stars. They look really nice."
"Can I tag along?" He asked you.
"Sure! I'll just have to go down and change and get some stuff to lay on."
The food arrived and after you guys were done you went down to change. It felt weird to change and meet again after a first date. You wore a onesie just because. You took a pillow and some beddings and sneaked out to meet him.
He was wearing sweatpants and a shirt. You guys looked way more laid back. You went from date 1 to 10 in a matter of minutes. You giggled. It was 1:00 am. You already forgot about your episode. When you went up the lights were down and it was a lot darker. You chose a spot and laid your stuff on it. Jung Ho had a wine bottle and as you sat down he started opening it.
"I just want to be able to stay and marvel at the stars for long." He said as he handed you your glass. "We never have enough time to pause and look," he took a sip of his glass. You put your onesie's hoodie on and nodded your head in understanding.
"I mean, not just look but watch, analyze, soak things in." He moved his hands to point at the stars. "This has been the first time in a while to just sit and watch." He looked at you. "Especially with this good of a sight." He winked making you laugh like a kid.
"Smooth, Jungie." That was the first time you called him by a nickname. It came naturally to you.
"Oh! We forgot!" He said as he rumbled around for his phone. "The stats."
"Oh no." You said in defeat. You didn't want to see it, ever.
"Don't worry, I checked it." He said. "You did fine, I guess." He smiled teasingly as he shrugged. He took out the phone and opened the app.
"Close your eyes." He put the phone in front of your face. "Now, open." You opened your eyes to find 10M views and what seems to exceed a 900M heart. You shrieked with happiness and stood up to jump around.
"Mini dance party." You took your hands out for Jung Ho and you guys ended up jumping around like idiots.
As you were done you buried yourself in his arms. His arms came all the way around you. Your head strategically placed on his chest. Your heart warmed up and you looked him up in his eyes. This seemed like the part when you kiss.
You tiptoed to reach his face. He supported you by the waist. He moved your hair away from your lips dragging his fingers softly on your cheeks. The pulse he sent to your brain made it scream with dopamine. You breathed in heavily as he started getting close to you.
Lips slowly touching the tip of your nose. He smiled. You giggled. The journey to his lips seemed to take longer than you actually wanted. You tiptoed higher, faster and came to his lips. It was a short kiss. You opened your eyes and took his face in your hands gently.
You puckered your lips onto his. His lips seemed to quiver for yours. His hands pushed you into him. You giggled. You feel like a teenage kid having her dream date under the stars. Your lips intertwined with your elementary school crush. You broke off the kiss to giggle. He smiled, too. Taking you by the chin as he landed his lips on yours again. You pulled your legs around his waist and he slowly squatted down on the floor with you on top of him.
You brushed your hands on his chest slowly. His muscles clenched under your touch. He pushed you closer into him like he wanted to devour you. He bit your lower lip and slowly brushed his tongue across it, asking you for permission. You happily let him in. Stars collided and galaxies imploded and exploded and you could feel a new bigbang creating a universe only habitable for you and him. He walked his fingers with precision on you back hitting your weak spots.
Imagine what those fingers could do. The thought made you let out a moan. This stopped you. You pulled away slowly. Cursing under your breath. You promised yourself not to end up sleeping with him. You removed yourself off him and laid next to him.
Heavily breathing you said, "let the LA skies witness the collision of us. Record it in its constellations." You said calmly, high on his lips. Quoting a romance film of yours.
"Let it engrave it in its memory, the day I got to lay my lips on yours." He continued as he took you in his arms. You smiled slowly fading into sleep, forgetting about your medications.