Point of View: Alexis Rockefeller
"The three main types of injections include: Subcutaneous (into the fat layer between the skin and muscle) Intramuscular (deep into a muscle) Intravenous (through a vein). Next week you all have to do this. That's your practical exam. That's all for today thank you." Mrs. Cervantes said that's why we stand up and say goodbye. I'm not in my mood to listen. I just wanna go home and sleep. I didn't see Roggen today. This is the first time that he absent in our class. Why is he absent? Wait why am I thinking about him? I don't care if he absent or what. He is annoying for me.
"Alexis!" I shocked when there's someone hugged me very tight. Chalize hugged me very tight.
"I miss you Chuks!" She said and she is very happy. She is like a child that gave toys by her parent.
"Your schedule has back to normal huh?" I said.
"Yup, so come on let's eat together. We haven't eaten together in a long time" Chalize said.
"It's delicious!" She said and we are eating pizza, shake and some bread.
"Where are Roggen? I didn't see him around." Chalize said.
"He is absent and I don't know why. He didn't say anything or did excuse letter." I said.
"Did you miss him?" I shocked in what she said.
"Do you know what are you saying?" I said in sarcastic way with high tone.
"I'm just kidding, just relax. I thought you were concern about him because I see your face and that tells you are concern to Roggen."
"Are you going crazy? What are you saying? Are you taking drugs?" I asked her and I'm gonna be mad at her.
"Hahahahahahahaha I'm just kidding, why are you so defensive? Hahahahahahaha." She said and laughing like a crazy girl. She is really a jerk.
~House~
We have lots of assignments but I decided to lay on my bed and use my phone.
"Hello Alexis! you're so cool and cute!"
"Hi I crush you😂😍"
I opened the messenger and I saw the messages of boys who want to flirt me. I ignored them. I don't have interest.
I scrolled on Facebook but I got bored. I put down my phone and tried to make sleep.
Roggen? I irritated when Roggen crossed in my mind again. Why do I always thinking about him? Gosh!! I hate it!
What is the name of Roggen in Facebook? So I get my phone and tried to search "Roggen Trinity" in Facebook. I smiled when there's an account appeared.
His profile picture is an anime. This is Eugene of ghost fighter. His background is Naruto. I read his bio, "working at the crusty crab." Aside from that he doesn't have pictures. What the heck!? Is he alien?
I see that he is active two hours ago...
which means this account is active. I sent a friend request on him. I don't add people on Facebook but I don't know why I did that for Roggen. I don't know why he is always crossing on my mind. I think I'm gonna be a crazy.
"Tok! Tok! Tok!" I back to reality when there's knocked on my door.
"Alexis... Alexis... I'm here!" I surprised when I heard the voice of my mom.
"Mommy!! Why you didn't text me that you're going to arrive today? I said and we hugged each other.
"Because I just wanna surprised you." My mommy said.
"Love, I brought you a lot of foods. I also brought you the stuff and tools that you use for school." My mommy said.
"Thanks Mom" I said.
"We have a lot of foods. We are here in the table, eating for lunch.
"Where is dad?" I asked.
"He didn't finish our businesses. We have many clients." My mommy said.
"As usual" I said then sigh.
"Alexis" she said then hold my arms.
"Sorry" She said then there were a little tears dripping from his eyes.
"Mom why? What happened?" I said in worried tone.
"I just wanna say sorry because we were not always by your side. We are always prioritizing our work and businesses. Don't worry dear if our businesses grew, I will stay here." My mommy said then she wiped her tears. I felt guilty and my heart was touched. For a while I remember what Roggen had said to me. "There's no perfect parents so we have to understand the shortcomings of our parents. That's why we have to understand our parents. We have to develop ourselves. We have to be grow and be the best version of ourselves. In that way our parents will be proud of us."
"Don't worry mom, I understand your situation." I just said. I shocked when my mom surprised. Then she hugged me very tight. Awkward >_<
Then she released her tight hug.
"I'm just happy because you are maturing." Mommy said.
After we eat for lunch I procrastinate my assignments and went to garden. I watered the plants.
"What a miracle!"
I almost threw the watering can when I heard Nanny's voice.
"Nanny!? I'm going to have a heart attack on you!" I shouted at her.
"Calm down, relax.....I just surprised when I saw you watering the plants. Amazing!!" Nanny said while smiling and teasing me.
"I'm just board." I just said simply.
"I'm sure that there is something bothering in your mind." She said then helped me watered the plants. I surprised but I didn't show it. I don't want to be obvious. Nanny just laughed.
"I told you, you have nothing to hide from me. I know you and you are like my real daughter. Nanny said and she smirked at me. She is right, she really knows me. She is like my real mother.
"Nanny is that true that I'm maturing? I asked her. After we watered the plants we sat on the chair with small table here in the garden. Our garden is so beautiful. The wind is fresh and strong. This is good place to refresh your mind.
"Yup, don't you believe?"
"I just surprised to myself because I know that I'm immature." I said.
"I know there is one person who taught you to be matured." She said seriously.
"What? How did you know?"
"Just like I said before, I know you and I experienced that stage." She said while smiling that's why I didn't say anything. I felt shy.
"You are always smiling even you're alone. You are changing and you're always thinking deeply. That's why I assumed that your are in love. Am I right?" Nanny said while smiling very widely. She is always teasing me. I didn't say anything and I felt that my cheeks are getting warmer. What the heck!!
"Come on Alexis, tell me who is the man who made your heart beat."
"I don't know if I really inlove in him. I don't know why my mind is always thinking about him. I'm confused!" I said then looked in far area.
I shocked when Nanny come to me and hold my arms.
"It's natural to feel the uncertainty and confusion in the start. All you have to do is just listen to your heart. Don't be pressure, it takes time to feel that he is the man who had awaken your heart."
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Author's note:
Thanks for reading! Sorry for my late upload. I just busy with my homeworks. Stay safe and God bless.😂😅😍😘