I guess he was one of my lovers who I adore yet he is the one who hurt me more than ever.
you might be wondering how did you meet him and how did he hurt you, well it goes like this. I have this friend named lovely. I used to go to the same church as her. She's a really nice person. I really love her more than anything. She's a true friend. Ok, we are not here to talk about her.
ok so i was in 8 grade i was about to graduate my mother forced me to go to church since it was my birthday i said ok, if i knew what would have happened i wouldn't have gone to that church.
while in church i meet lovely and i was talking to her while joking i told her can you find me a boyfriend as nice as she was she smile and said yes, she pulled out her phone went to facebook and told me that he was a friend from school he was so cute and look amazing like someone who would never hurt a flies nice i thought but it was not i wish i did not take he's information why did i.
i wonder if i did not make that joke if i did not take he's information down would it have been different, "they say everything that happens in life is your destiny from god, well i hate him because if i could make my own destiny i would have never been hurt."
after church i went home while eating i text him i said hi and we started texting he sound so amazing from the text he was a complete angel but i shoul've know he was a devil in angel skin why did i not know that i was so stupid for not knowing he was nothing but a boy who wanted to play around. I was so foolish to think he liked me.
After texting for what seemed an eternity he asked me if he could meet me. He was a high school boy. I was a middle school girl. I was so happy I said yes. That day I thought it was going to be the best day of my life but it was the worst day ever.
I dress so pretty and I didn't do any crazy makeup. I made myself look so cute and gentle . since our school was not far from each other i waited half way for him when he was walking over to me i felt different like the whole world was candy and rainbows he said hi, i felt over the moon after talking and walking it was me and two oher friend who was dating we decide to go to don house thank god i did not, cause if i did i would've have done something i would regret for the rest of my life or maybe if i did he would've love me more if i did.
He did not have he's key and he's brother was not around so since the park was near his house we decided to go there. he kissed me slowly i felt like nothing mather in this world i was so happy it so romantic and nice i love him even more it was the best day and worts day of my life.
After words I walked home feeling like I was on cloud nine got home, changed bath and dress while I was in the bathroom. My nightmare stated he texted me and asked me guess what.
he asked me for a nude i was choke and scared at the same," my mother though me never sell your self to the internet for one picture can be the lock of the chain someone holds to control you."
so i said no he was mad saying why not you mine aren't you i did not understand well i'm not a striper and you not a pimp how could you own me i wonder that day he stop texting me i was devastated i was sad hurt more than ever the whole day i was nube hurt and i cry why did i think he like me.
two week when I was about to forget him he texted me and asked, ``Did you think about it?'' I was so furious that if he was in front of me I would have killed a man without knowing it.
so yes the man i once loved hurt me and left without notice that why i dont trust no man i wish they all could disappear from the earth.