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Chapter 16 - Chapter 17 these feelings are wrong

Ryuko P.O.V

I didn't think I would smile so much, her voice. I didn't know how much I needed to hear it. How much I craved it. "Let's write a story" She smiled as she sang. "Be in my book, You've got to join me on my page" her fingers dancing along with the keys. It was mesmerizing, "At least take a look" Our eyes met, and I couldn't help myself. I grabbed her hand, pulling her away from the piano. "Oh, where are your manners?" She smirked as she sang. I held her by her waist, taking her to the middle of the room. "You need so time?  Let's swap chest, That might help you decide" She smiled sweetly. I twirled her, smiling. "Oh, would you be so kind as to fall in love with me?" I held her close to me as we danced around the room. I could feel my heart dancing right along. "You see, I'm trying,  I know you know that I like you, but that's not enough" 

She sang with her eyes closed, as I twirled her, pulling her back into my arms. 

"So if you will, please fall in love, I think it's only fair. There's gotta be some butterflies somewhere, wanna share?" She spinned around facing me. "Cause I like you, but that's not enough" She moved my hands up to her neck. "So if you will, please fall in love with me"

She moved her hand to my hips, cupping my cheek. "Oh, do me a favour. Can your heart rate rise a little?" She sang looking into my eyes. "Do me a favour can your heart rate rise a little?" I feel blush covering my face. "Oh, would you be so kind as to fall in love with me?" She sang softly, pulling me in closer. Our faces inches away, "Soleil I told you have a pretty voice" I and Soleil turn bright red seeing Nova run into the room, smiling. I looked over at the door, Liam stood there. He looked disgusted in disbelief, he shook his head at me walking away. 

I pushed Soleil away, going after him. "Liam" I called out to him, he wouldn't even look at me. I caught up to him, grabbed his hand. I could hear Nova and Soleil leaving. Liam turned to face me, seeing Soleil trying to leave. "Homewrecker!" Yelled at her. "How can you do that? Do you not feel ashamed?" He asked her. "Liam stop it" I begged

"Stop?! you're not the one who is hurting" He shouted. "You have no idea what I am feeling!" I yelled right back as I heard the door slam shut. "I'm sorry," I told him. "I'm so sorry" I felt the tears. "I shouldn't be crying. I shouldn't have let her back into my life" I shook my head, as the tears fell. 

"I'm sorry Liam, I'm sorry" I cried, "Shhh, It's okay," He said softly, holding me close. "It's not, it's just not" He rubbed my cheek. "I never thought I would see her again," I told him, "I never thought I would" He placed a kiss on my forehead. "What I saw, I still don't know how to feel about it, Ryuko" He looked heartbroken and yet wants to comfort me. "But I think you have something else to figure out" He is right. "Do you want to talk about it?"

"Why?" I asked him. "Why do you still care? I hurt you, you should be mad" I was so confused. "Isn't it over?" He nodded, "Yes, I can't forgive you for tonight" 

I looked up at him, "So then why are you still here?" He gave me a small smile. "You didn't leave when I cheated. You saw that I still needed you, you forgave me, That's why I'm still here" I laid my head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry, I never thought I would see her again. Let my feelings for her reopen, I locked them away the day I left. I threw them into a sea, watched them disappear but seeing her again, I just didn't know what to do. I wanted to talk to her, but I didn't want to let my feelings take over but having her over, hearing her sing. I allowed my heart to take control" He held me tight. "So you have been with me trying to hide your feelings" 

"No, I really liked you and I mean that. You made me happy and I was so lucky to have you. You truly are a great guy, great boyfriend, your just perfect" I looked down at the ground. "I'm sorry I wasn't perfect for you but just know I did not use you. I truly did love you" I told him. He took me over to the couch. "Let's talk in the morning" He looked so tired. "You don't have to sleep on the couch, you can take the bed" 

"Why don't just sleep next to me" He looked at me with tired eyes. "Okay.." I sat down next to him, leaning my head on his shoulder. I wish my heart loved him as much as I did.