A month after the kidnapping.
After weeks in a horrible and rotten room, my back was just lashed, bleeding and itching, I'm dying with hate, I never killed, but I wanted to kill, I want to kill Mason for revenge and for everything he did to me; I'm still going to get out of this hell.
Mason enters the room, and looks at me wily.
- Get up, I have a mission for you. He says.
I keep lying ignoring him, I feel half dead.
- Get up! - Shouts he pulling my hair brutally, he approaches my ear and shouts loudly. - GET UP! - Making my eardrums hurt.
I stand up like the strength in my whole body hurts making me moan in pain.
Following Mason in a hallway that appears to have come out of a horror movie, the iron walls and rusty tile floor almost the same color as the wall, I end up chilling when I arrive in a small room with a girl kneeling and blindfolded, with two armed men on either side of her. Her hair was blond and she wore mediocre and poor clothes.
I don't know why, but I can't take my eyes off her, that scene shocks me, because she is shaking and crying softly, I realize that she is bleeding in the head, my desire is to help her, and it takes something different in my heart that I never felt like before, I wanted to help others, someone unknown, I ended up identifying myself with this girl, totally opposite to me, who ends up being like me, that's what scares me.
- Hold it. Says Mason, pulling me out of the trance.
He puts something in my hand and I realize that a revolver.
- Aim and shoot her. He says firmly, almost in an amusing tone. - This is your service, Nefret, your first service. - he said humming.
I startle and retreat away from him, almost dropping the gun from my hand. What a psychopath, he kidnapped me for that! Is he trying to make me one of his killers?
- Never. - I say almost screaming making a face of pain. - You are crazy, why would I do that? - I ask furiously.
He takes my right arm by which I'm holding the gun.
And threatens me:
- If you don't, I will hit you again, this time so much that you won't get out of bed for months and then I will go after your brothers and kill them and film for you to see. Says Mason with cynicism, amused by my pain.
I grind my teeth in anger so I don't turn around and kill Mason right away and then kill these men who keep this girl trapped, then run away from this hell with her, but I don't, because I know my power is small close to his , and my family is in danger.
- We caught you, and it wasn't difficult, to catch your brothers it won't be either. - he says looking at me with an evil air emanating from him.
The horrified eye, I did not know that evil could reach this extreme, the more I am hurt he comes to me even more as if my pain was not enough, he for me is the devil.
- SHOOT. - Order him again.
- Why do I have to kill her? And why should she die?
He looks at me and laughs and says simply:
- Your initiation has started. Now shoot, Nefret. - Order him coldly.
I point the gun at her with no other way out, I know how to shoot since I was a child, my father taught me, but I never thought that one day I would use it to kill someone, I look again at the girl in front of me, who seems to be in some kind of prayer talking about Greek. I close my eyes, my hands are shaking from being so steady.
- With eyes open, Nefret. - Mason orders.
I do as he says, steady my hand even further by pointing at her head, unlock the gun and pull the trigger on the 38 caliber revolver and shoot with a bang echoing out the door.