1 years and 11 days after the kidnapping.
I haven't seen Masako for months after she witnessed that scene between me and Elena, even with that drug in my blood system I couldn't feel pleasure, knowing that the girl I like was witnessing me having sex with another.
My pain is so great, I have never suffered so much in my life, I feel I am going to die little by little every day is agonizing, I think I died and went to hell, and here I am paying all my sins, I am almost losing hope that someday I'll get out of here. My will and to take the revolver that I use when I have to kill people, since I aim at the victims I should aim the revolver at myself; I'm tired of being here and being Mason's soldier.
Lying on my foam mattress on the floor, I see Mason enter the "cell / room", I don't look at him, I just lie there half dead.
- You look awful Nefret, it was so beautiful when you got here. He says cynically. - I need a sample of your Nefret sperm and it's not a bottle, I want natural insemination. - he says crouching down next to me.
- Remember Nubia, I decided to give a little gift before ... before an event for today.
When he talks about Nubia I take an interest in what he's talking about.
- Yeah, let's do it so I let you spend late with her and at night you stay quiet. He says, standing up.
- Do not know. - I say sitting down. - She won't want to see me. And what will you want with me tonight?
- She will want it, it is the night an experience will happen that we have been testing for months Nefret. - he says with chilling kindness.
She enters the room, even with clothes so simple she has an air of royalty in her posture, I look at her she looks at me and a mixture of happiness with pain and it is strange to feel like that. But I don't smile and neither does she.
- So we have an agreement? Asks Mason.
- It's all right. - I answer without hesitation.
He's going to do anything with me, because he doesn't enjoy having time, maybe the last time with Masako. He leaves the room leaving us alone. The weather and tense, no one says anything and she sits beside me a few inches away from me. I dare not look at it, our relationship no longer exists.
- Are you alright? You are so thin, Lauro. - She asks breaking the silence.
- Yes. - I mean. - I missed you. - I confess without disguising the pain in my voice.
- Me too. - she says approaching and taking his hand. - Come here and give me a hug.
I look confused.
- Seriously? Why? After that day do you still want to touch me? - I ask looking into her eyes.
- Yes I want. It wasn't your fault or Elena's. - she says. - Let's enjoy this afternoon, because tomorrow we don't even know if we'll be alive. - she says with tears in her eyes.
I approach and kiss your eyes one at a time is kiss your mouth beautiful and sweet and salty at the same time because of your tears I do not know whether of happiness or sadness because of our situations.
After months and days in an abyss of darkness and pain, I feel more alive because now I am inside the woman that I have a huge affection for. We made love for hours, even sated, I didn't want to leave it, because it is the best feeling I feel in years, I smell your sweaty hair at the base of your neck, it has a very good natural aroma.
I hold her on top of me without losing my connection, and I keep messing up her hair.
- Lauro. - she says looking at me. - Will we ever escape from here. - she says would be. - I want to have a life back.
- I n ... Let's find a way. - I say trying to be convincing because even I don't know.
Someone knocks on the door and enters without asking, we are caught naked, Masako leaves me and tries to hide under the sheets, and I do the same. Mason comes in with a perverted face looking at us.
- I don't know why beauty is hidden, why so much shyness, I wasn't shy when moaning like a bitch in heat for everyone to hear, it seems that the afternoon was good. He says cynically. - It's time Nefret, your time is up, I'll give you 1 minute to get dressed. - He says leaving the room.
I look at Masako with a pained heart, my eyes sting wanting to water, but I do what Mason says and get dressed as fast as I can.
- Come on, Nefret. He says impatiently.
I hesitate to leave, but I leave without looking back.