*two days later
Y/n, went to Kai's house, to visit halmeoni. While, Kai was at work.
''Halmeoni, I really missed your coffee.'' She said as she sipped on to it.
''We really missed you.'' Halmeoni said.
''Y/n, on your way back, can you give these letters to Kai. I told them a lot of times to send it to your address.'' Mrs Kim said and handed the letters to Y/n.
Y/n took the letters and finished her drink.
''Ok, I'll take a leave now. I have a lot of work.'' She said and got up.
''Y/n, you can eat and go.''
''Eomma, its ok. I'll come another day and stay here for the entire day.'' She smiled and left, with the letters in her hand.
She sat in her car and kept the letters on the other seat, next to her. As she was about to start the car, one of the letters caught her eyes.
"XYZ Entertaniment." She read it as she took it from there.
She opened the letter and read it.
"To : Kai.
Thank you for taking your time to reply to us during your busy schedule to speak to us about entering to our comapny's boy group. We don't want to force you into this. Nor do we want to ask why. It is a bit sad to hear that you are not willing to be part of the group, but we respect your decision and we won't trouble you henceforth.
Thank You
Manager of XYZ Entertainment."
'Did he say no? But why? Why did he not accept to it, when it was his dream?' Y/n thought. She started the car and drove home, immediately.
She soon reached home andtook all the letters with her nad came in. No one was at the house, expect Kai.
Kai heard the door open and he headed out of the room, he and Y/n shared.
"Oh, Y/n. You are home." He said.
"Kai what is this?" She asked him.
"What is what?" He asked, confused. Y/n handed him the letter and he took it from her and read it.
"Why did you quit? You wanted to be an idol, but why? You could've asked me about or talked about it." She asked.
"Y/n...." He said and walked towards her and hugged her.
"Kai, what happened?" She asked. Soon, tears flowed from eyes and it feel on Y/n's back.
"Why are you crying?" She asked, as she patted his back.
The boys had reached home and got down of the car. Jimin suddenly looked through the window that Y/n and Kai were hugging each other.
"Yahh! Don't open the door." Jimin whispered harshly.
"Why?" Namjoon asked.
"Come here and see." He called them and they all walked to him and saw through the window and they were just looking at them, hugging.
"Let's just go and let them spend sometime together." Jimin said and pulled them all away. And they drove back somewhere else.
Back to Y/n and Kai.
"Y/n, what you said was right. It was dream. But I thought about it. Staying away from you, going for tours, I can't and I don't want to lose you because of that. I want to stay with you forever, not far away from you and not able to be by your side, and hear out your problems. Y/n, you are my everything and I don't want to leave the one who made me shine. I don't want to leave the one who made me smile, shared my happiness and made me rise. I can't imagine myself without you. I don't want to leave you. Even if I die in your arms, I'd be happy." He cried.
"Kai.." She couldn't say anything else, after hearing him.
"Kai, look at me." She held his shoulders, so he can look at her.
She held both his hands and kissed them.
"I am not gonna leave you. I am always with you, no mater what happens. It's ok, if you like it do it, if you don't, you can quit anytime. But stop saying things like dying in arms, cause you are not." He smiled as he heard her say the last sentence.
She cupped his cheeks and wiped his tears and rubbed them, softly.
"Kai, just remember... I am not gonna leave you, ever, in a million years." She said and went closer to him and tilted her head, to the side, a bit and softly placed a kiss on his lips.
She parted her lips away from his and looked at him.
"I love you so much, Jong-in." She said.
"I love you too, Y/n." He said and both their lips touched, and they could feel each other's hot breath.
Heat rose from Y/n's stomach. Kai's lips were closer to hers and she felt like it was her first time kissing him. She parted her lips and felt him washing over like a wave of warmth. Kai's scent was filled around her.
Their heart was beating fast. Kai slowly kissed her, yet passionately. A sweet, romantic, long kiss.
Y/n parted her lips, in between the kiss and his tongue slid into her's and she moaned lightly. This turned on them both.
He slowly travelled down and kissed her neck, making her moan softly and leaving marks on her neck.
Y/n's hands slowly travelled around his neck and fiddling with his hair. He carried her and walked to the room, and put her on the bed. Kai removed his shirt and got on top of Y/n.
He kissed her deeply, with hunger. He slid his hands into Y/n's shirt and explored her body parts. Y/n's hands were still in his hair and she kept moaning softly.
Y/n removed her shirt and Kai just looked at her, half naked.
"Enough of staring." She said and pulled Kai.
Kai travelled down to her chest and left wet kisses, everywhere.
They both removed everything and were totally naked.
Kai slid his finger into her's and she moaned loud. Luckily, the guys weren't home!
He slowly took his fingers out and put his member into her's. As he inserted his member, Y/n felt her stomach twisting.
"I'll go slow." He said and Y/n nodded, feeling it. She held onto the sheets tightly.
"Ahhh... Ahhhh..." She moaned softly.
It started getting rough.
"AHHH..... FUCK!" She moaned loud.
"My god! Kai..~" She moaned. Kai smirked as he heard her call his name.
"I love it when you call my name."
"Fuck! Don't stop." She said.
"I won't, even if you ask me to." He said and sucked her boobs.
"F-fuck! I think I'm gonna come."
Y/n felt it and Kai rested his forehead on hers.
"Are you ok?" He asked. She nodded her head.
Kai moved to the side and they both lay on the bed. Y/n cuddled Kai and smiled.
"Jong-in-shii, I love you so much." I said.
"I love you too, Y/n-shii." He said and they both slept cuddling.
*next day
Everyone were seated at the living area.
"So, what shall we do today?" Jungkook asked.
"Jennie said, she'll be coming over with her friends." Y/n said and kept their coffee's on the table and a hot chocolate for Taehyung.
*knock knock
"I guess they are here." Namjoon said and opened the door. Jennie and her firneds had come along with another girl.
"Hey girls." Y/n said and invited them in.
"Hey Nayeon!" Y/n said and hugged her.
"You know her?" They all asked, shocked.
"Yeah, she comes to the home, to visit her grandfather and she also said everything about you guys. I was a bit shocked to hear it from your girlfriend rather you." She said looking at Namjoon.
"I was about to say it to you, but you already found it." Namjoon said.
"Not only this, but I also know about Yoongi and Hobi." She said.
"Wh-what about us?" Yoongi asked.
"That you both like each other." She said.
"How on earth do you find everything?" Hobi asked.
"I can see it by the way you both look at each other." Y/n said and sat next to Kai.
"Why am I the last to always know anything?" Y/n asked out of curiosity. The others laughed.
"So, what shall we watch?" Jimin asked.
"Comedy." Hobi suggested.
"As Christmas id coming up, why not a christmas-y movie?" Jisoo said.
"Yeah, it'll be fun." Y/n said.
"Ok. So, we'll watch 'Christmas Chronicles'." Jimin said and played it.
All of them were sitting with their pairs and enjoying the movie.
They laughed, chatted, ate, and enjoyed the day.
*after few hours
The movie got over and they all got up and stretched.
Kai's phone rang.
"Hello."
"yes, I will be there, now." He said over the phone.
"Who was it?" Y/n asked.
"Appa called me. I will have a look at it and come back soon." He said and kissed Y/n's forehead and left.
"We are also getting late. We'll also head home." The girls said and left.
Y/n and the boys were sitting. Unlike before, thsi time it was silent. The boys were still feeling guilty about what they did.
"Why are you guys silent?" Y/n asked.
"N-nothing." Jin said.
"There is something. You guys think I won't know? I've known you guys better than anyone." She said and sipped on her juice.
"Y/n, did you really forgive us? Do you still want to be with us, even after what we did to you? We ourselves feel bad." Taehyung said.
"What are you even talking about?" She asked laughing.
"Y/n, this is not a joke." Namjoon said.
"I am not joking about it. You guys are." They all looked confused.
"You guys are my family and why would I not want to stay here? You are the only one I have, to say as family. You guys are still thinking about that incident."
She sat straight and looked at them.
"I forgave you guys and I forgot the incident. Everything's back to normal. Why do you guys still keep thinking about it?"
"Y/n, I hurt you a lot. I still feel guilty. You don't deserve a friend like me. I was worst to you, than others. I don't deserve your forgiveness." Taehyung said.
Y/n got up and sat next to Taehyung and put her arm around him.
"I don't know when you'll stop talking nonsense. See, I don't wanna get all advising but looks like I have no other choice. Who said I don't deserve friends like you guys? Everyone would be lucky to have someone like you. Friendship is all about forgiving and forgetting and moving on back to normal lives. They say One loyal friend is worth more than having a thousand fake ones, but I've got 7 worthy friends who are really caring. What else could I ask for?"
They all listened to her.
"You all are like a four-clover. Very hard to find, but I have found you I am lucky to have you. Just forget about it. Be like before. I really miss the old you guys. Jin's jokes, Joon breaking stuff, Tae's cuteness, Kook's banana milkshake quarrel, Jimin and mochi, Yoongi and his neck pillow, Hoseok's dance, along with his sunshine smile, I really miss those."
"Y/n, we are really lucky to have someone like you." Taehyung said and hugged her. And soon the others joined and they group hugged.
"Please don't get emotional." She said and the others laughed.
They broke the hug and sat down and chatted and rewinded their old memories.
*after few hours
Kai came back home and saw the boys seated and chatting.
"Where's Y/n?" He asked.
"Inside. Is it anything serious?" Jimin asked as he saw his face sweating and kinda in a mixed emotion.
He walked to the room and saw Y/n lying on the bed and listening to music, closing her eyes. She was listening to Kai's singing.
Without saying anything, he pulled her and hugged her tight.
Y/n was shocked as he suddenly came and hugged her. Y/n removed her headphones and kept it aside.
"Kai, what happened?" She asked.
"Kai, is everything ok?" She asked, but there was no response.
"Kai?" She called and broke the hug. His eyes were closed and his body was feeling heavy.
"Kai? Kai?" She called him but there was no response.
'Did he think about his friend again?' She thought.
"Tae, Jimin, guys, I need your help." She said. The guys came in and asked what had happened to him.
"We need to take him to the hospital now." They nodded and helped her get Kai in the car and Taehyung drove. The others followed them in another car.
Soon they reached the hospital and he was admitted.
Y/n was thinking hwat it could be. She knew the reason and was asking herself, whether he had thought about his friend or talked about his friend to someone.
The doctor came out and they all surrounded him.
"It is about the same thing. He's been thinking about something. He'll be fine within few hours. You can see him when he wakes up and don't talk to him about the thing he's been thinking about." The doctor said and left.
"Y/n, what is wrong with Kai? Do you know what happened to him?" Namjoon asked. She nodded her head.
"He had lost his friend, in an accident. He went under a big breakdown then. If he thinks about his friend, he would get unconscious. This is common, when he thinks about his friend, but I am worried about him. If it happens on a regular basis.... I just... I'm scared." She said and tear dropped from her eye.
"Y/n, nothing will happen to him." Jungkook said and hugged her and comforted her.
*after an hour
"Who's here for Mr. Kim?" The nurse asked.
"We." Hoseok said.
"He's awake, you can go see him." The nurse said and left.
"Y/n, you should go first." Jin said and the others nodded.
She went in and saw him looking ta the ceiling. She sat beside him and held his hand. He shifted his face towards her.
"Kai." She said, and was about to get teary. Kai held her hand and placed it on his chest, where his heart was.
"Y/n, don't cry. I am fine." He said. She nodded and held his hands and kissed them.
"Kai, you are ok right?" She asked.
"Ne Y/n. You don't need to worry about me." He said.
And she stayed silent. She didn't want to talk about it. She didn't want him to get stressed again.
"Y/n, why are you quiet?" He asked.
"Nothing. You take rest." She said.
"Y/n, I know you want to ask something, but you are hesitating."
"Nothing like that. There's nothing I want to ask." She said and caressed his hair.
"Y/n... I saw him." He said.
Y/n didn't understand what and about who he was talking about.
TBC~