"I think I do now, for the most part at least. Mt therapist has helped me, and finding my place in the world helped too. But back then I was done. Done with living so I couldn't see another path for me," She said as if she was given up her life.
All the warmth of earlier left me and I braced for what was coming. Like a train wreck you can't stop staring at, I had to know what had happened to her but also didn't want to know. I didn't want to go to her dark place with her.
She shifted in the bath and twirled her fingers in the water as she started speaking again.