"Are you smoking now, Mu Zhen?"
"Yep. Today more than usual," He said.
"So you have more than one?" I traced over the tie spread out on my desktop.
"I have several I am afraid, yes," There was a moment of quiet and I wondered if he considered me or not, but then he spoke.
"I wanted to come to your apartment last night. I almost nearly did," He sighed.
"It's a right choice that you didn't, Mu Zhen. As last night, I've to think a lot of things and that's very hard for me to do when you're close. And it's not what you did last night. Just I need some space to think especially after what we were did…together like last night. This is just the truth of the part of me. I am the one that's ruined up, everything," I told him.
