I sat there and listened to my father told me about his past. His women, his stalker, and the reason that made him became a bastard like that.
Ooo. So I was blown away when he told me about his rules and it was hard for me to what the rules were. Gradually, I could see why my behaviour for these past few months had reminded him of himself from the past. I felt sorry for my father and I felt sorry that my behaviour had taken him back to his bitter past.
After that, I told him that I would be fine soon but he could see that I wasn't fine and said that he will help me to get through this phase because I'm not alone as he did in past.