Chapter 32 - My Reason

if there's not a dream or the three inside me didn't tell me that they meet 'that girl' I will still think what all Rudy tells me is just a made-up story or they lie to me but fortunately, I already meet 'her' she even tells me that she knows the reason of my deep meditates for 5000 years. Though right now she is in Avalon, with the knowledge from the diary book that was left by Andrian and the previous Elder from the village, I believe there's something connected between my meditation, thus I decided to go on journeys seeking the place named Avalon.

"are the dream only appears to our villager only?"

of course, there's a possible thing that maybe the dream is not just for our villager.

"yes, but I suspect someone who has some ties to our village and knows about you maybe have that dream too?"

the word Rudy tells about 'someone who has some ties' made me realize something.

"someone, who has ties and knows about me? then is there someone from the outside village who know my circumstances?"

Jade said before there are not so many people who know about our village, that means there are possibly some people who know about our village and maybe some of them know of my circumstances.

"not so much, only 4 of them but for some reason, for the past 10 years we can't find them so we can't ask them are they have the dream or not?"

I guess if four of them can't be tracked by our village that means they're all capable people.

"hmmmm I see, well it's time for us to change the topic already, it's embarrassing for me hearing true feeling all of you, haha"

true it's embarrassing enough people evaluate me very high and then they said they believe me.

"hahaha is that so?"

"hyahaha"

"fufufu"

the three of them laugh to hear what I said

"by the way you can stop calling me master you know, you can call me with my name"

I try to change the discussion topic and try to make them calling me by my name

"then if you said so, can we call you Len then like jade?"

"of course you can, I more prefer you call my name than calling me, master"

I was relieved that he is not someone who stubborn calling me master.

"Len about your wish to become SS Rank adventure, we as your retainer will help you as much as we can so you can become SS Rank, and please don't hesitate to ask help to us"

the two of them bent their body little to me showing their respect.

"thank you, I already told by Jade about the guild and I know the circumstance of the guild, so maybe I will not ask for help for the time being"

even for the guild master is hard to help me skip the rank, if the guild master broke the rule it will be scandalous I bet they're gonna be fired immediately, so I don't want to ask any help from them for now.

"well even if we are not helping you, I believe you're gonna be an SS rank Adventure in no time"

The one who talked right now is Arsya

"haha, you're evaluating me too high, I'm glad but I don't know if I can become SS rank in no time"

"I already see your test in the training room, your magic and strength is someone worth being in the top, not only that you're even holding back your power aren't you? that's why I said you're gonna be SS rank in no time"

oh yeah now that she said it. she already watching me before in the training room maybe she already gets a grasp of my power from that.

wait, if Arsya realizes that I hold back my power, isn't that mean the guild tester knows I hold back too? or are Arsya was the only one who knows about it?

"now that you said it, arsya already see me in action your Intuition is really good, but now I feel it's a waste for me to hold my back my power"

I was worried

"ah about that you don't need to worry, the only one who realizes is only me if they realize right now maybe I'm already make move"

she understands what I concerning, that's was reassuring to hear it.

"thank you then"

I thank her it reassuring to hear it. all of them are really reliable even without an order they can move by their own will without becoming the burden for others. The people from the village are really frightening. I bet near all of them who got out from the village is like this...

"oh, there's something I need to talk to Jade and you two"

this is the topic that I want to discuss since I meet them. the three of them looked at me with a curious face.

"is about the Jade"

"about me?"

Jade pointed her finger to herself

"yes is about you, as you know Jade was my guide and guardian that village arrange for me I really appreciate the village who trouble themselves to find me the guardian, but Right now I'm an adventure and not only that I'm a newbie adventure I afraid I can't have a party with her"

as I said what I want to say Jade then make a panicked face while she asks me with a confused tone. she really hates the idea of separating from me.

"eehhhhhh, why? why? are you dissatisfied with me master? if that so I'm sorry, I will be better from now on, I will even obey what all your order master!"

she frantically and panicked asks me why I can't party with her.

"I'm not dissatisfied with you Jade. mostly I appreciate it because you're helping me since I leave the village, but right now I'm a newbie adventure and you're an S rank Adventure, if I made a party with you it will only make unwanted attention, right?"

as I explain to her about my reason, Rudy and Arsya already understand what I mean.

"I see, that's means you want to avoid the attention from others right?"

rudy asked me to confirm my intention.

"yes, it's troublesome after all if I make some unwanted attention"

"But why? isn't it will be faster for you to rank up if she is with you? the reward, quest, and fame from making Jade be in your party will change you know, not only that if you made a party with S rank Adventure I'm sure you're gonna be evaluate by other guild masters highly because you have one S rank in your party and maybe some of them will help you to rank up since I believe your power surpasses any SS class rank!"

rudy judgment is right if jade with me I'm sure it will make me more faster to become an SS rank.

They're really thinking very high about me. I don't even ever meet some SS rank so I don't know about their power, to be honest, there's no specific reason besides I don't want making more unwanted attention, I just want to spend my time leisurely and not rush to become SS rank.

"yes what was big brother Rudy said is true, beside is not weird if some high rank have a party with low-rank Adventure, as far as I know, if some high rank who have a party with low rank, it's mean the low-rank Adventure power is been recognized by them or low-rank Adventure have a relationship with high-rank Adventure"

"is that so? well for both of us we are the two of the reason then"

what Jade said is make sense, because the guild appreciates experience more than the power that's mean even if someone is in low rank maybe they have an ability like high rank, It seemed that the guild created this system so there wouldn't be anyone who would have a difference in judging someone by their rank.

"that's right, so please don't separate for me I want to be in your party master please!!"

she is making a dogeza position while pleaded to me, she won't want to separate from me. looking at her dogeza in front of me, I feel guilty for making her do it.

"I get it I get it, I will not separate with you okay so get up Jade I don't want to see you like this, cmon get up!"

I tried to make Jade get up.

"really? you're not lying right?"

she makes a face that looks like want to cry

"Nope, there's no way I lying"

"Okay then, thank you, from now on I will do my best to not disappoint you!!"

look like she is misunderstood the reason why I want to separate from her. Jade never ever disappointed me. she is a reliable partner. she is a veteran of killing the monster she even knows about the monster specifically and knows about the region monster, I can understand why the guild gives her an S rank class. to be honest, it was pointless for me to separate from Jade. she is the guard and guide that the village arranges for me, and she is a disciple of one of the elders. I bet if she is not doing her job properly she will get scolded. And not only that there's possibly she is gonna observe me every time I have a mission so it will be pointless to separate from her. if she is getting caught while observing me it only makes more unwanted attention and the party who I have to mission with will suspicious about me too, so maybe this is the best option for me to have a party with her.