The last message My Best Friend leave is giving me an impact on my heart. I cried after I finished reading his diary. My heart is in turmoil. At that time, I can't describe my feeling,
The feeling of losing a friend,
losing the teacher, someone that I recognize as my family,
losing someone important to me,
losing someone that makes me change when I'm at the bottom of my life, losing someone who always cheers on you,
and losing someone who will always by your side whenever you sad or happy.
I lost all of them, I can't see them anymore... They are didn't exist in here.
For almost 3 hours, I close my eyes in that lake, and everything is gone. I can't understand this feeling, the despair in my heart, the feeling of rage, the feeling of sadness, the feel of confusion, the feeling of fear.
The fact, that I know I can't go back, the fact that I can't meet with them again, and knowing the fact that I will live in this era without them, is saddened me.
I want to scream.
I want to rage.
I want to go back to 3 hours before I go to meditate.
I want to undo all of it.
Why is it I the one who experience this time skip?
Why? Why? Why?
Finally, after I come to the dorm, I can go back to normal life. But before I go back to that normal life, why I got time skip to 5000 years?
Please, someone, answer me, answer me!
Why I'm the one who got this?
This is so agonizing.
My heart and my head hurt.
In the middle of my agonizing, I read the message that Andrian writes again. the paper was wet because of my tears.
"Please never lose hope in yourself"
"please live for us"
this word was the one who made me come back to my sense. Andrian maybe have already seen this. that I maybe will fall to the pit of despair again when I woke up knowing that everything that I know was gone.
I cried a lot while trying to calm down my mind. Even after all that training in the dorm to control my mind and emotion, it was useless.
When a normal person faces this abnormal situation, that person will definitely don't want to recognize this reality. They will run away from reality in front of them. Why? because all the people will believe what they want to believe, That was the true nature of humans.
I was finally able to clear my mind, and stop crying. I'm trying to accept this reality, even if it's hard to process in my mind. I will try to read the book 'research of Element Phenomena' that Andrian Made. Maybe in that book, Andrian found out the clue of my time skip. Andrian said, the Element phenomena was the one who makes him live longer. Even it is said that phenomena were the ones who make the three of Albert, Red, and Ying Yang become so big like that. I will ask the elder are the book still exists or not. While sobbing, I knock on the door 3 times. The guard comes in kneeling in front of me and asks me what I want. I tell them to call the elder.
5 minutes passed, the elders finally arrive.
"lord Galen, what do you need?"
They knelt before me and asked me, I already get used to this thing.
"I will get this to the point, are the research book that Andrian write still exist?"
I asked them to the point.
"you already finish read the diary, it seems. The book still exists, my Lord. We bring it in here because we have the feeling you will ask about it. That book is being copied to all the people in this village. The book now is become our guide common sense to understand the monster and our power."
Hoshi trying to explain it, and she brings out a book in her bag.
"This book is the original of the research of Element phenomena, the one that Andrian write. the book is too old like the diary, but all the elders before us use the magic to keep it and make the book is still can readable by you."
It looks like all the book in here has been protected by magic. This is the reason why all this book can still survive after all this year. I thought it was strange, the diary book of Andrian and teacher Wessel still exists after 5000 years.
So all the elder before them has already kept it up for me, huh?
"thank you, I really appreciate it. By the way, are you know why in the diary of Andrian there's some shred in there? do you know the culprit who done it?"
I ask them the question that I want to ask before.
"I'm sorry my Lord. We don't know the culprit, nor we do the cause of it. But as long as we know, the book had already been shredded before. we never know the cause of it,"
Arashi answer me
"Hmm, okay thank you for the information. for the time being, I don't need anything else besides all of this"
I easily trust them just like that. It looks like they are not lying to me. Well, I will not ask anything that I don't want to know. They can leave for now.
"is that so? then please excuse us."
The three elders and the guard get out of the room after I said it.
Now... this book is the last clue of my meditation. Is it in here? If there is still not a clue then...
'wake me up in Avalon'
'im waiting for you.'
I remember the dream I have when I have a rest. That dream is my last resort to find the answer that I want. For now, I cast aside my dream that day. I will read the book.
The summary content of the book is from Andrian's point of view.
At the time I research the phenomenon, the phenomena already spread to all the people. I was afraid of this phenomenon. I afraid if there is a side effect of this phenomenon. It is hard to research if there is no modern tool, but it's okay. I have all the time I need to focus on the phenomena. First, I used the method of gathering before starts this research. I gather all the people infected by Element Phenomena to get the sample of the blood. I believe that these phenomena have come from the human body. I use the blood sample, the food, and their daily activity for this research. The blood of humans who are infected by the Phenomena is kind of different. I asked them about the body of those who got infected, they said there's nothing change, for now. It looks like there is still no side effect on the infected people. Only the difference is they can create something from nothing. It was mysterious. Moreover, the people who get infected are become more look healthy and stronger. More like they have become more than humans. I can't describe it. The source is still unknown. to make it sure, the blood structure of all the people who got infected is very different. I gather all the data and all the samples from the people who got infected. I want to know how these phenomena infect the people and where they come from? are these phenomena will have a side effect?
1 year has passed. Finally, I find the source of the phenomenon. It was brought by the meteor. The meteor brought some crystal that emits particle. The particle is the other substances from this earth. as long as I know, there's no particle-like this in our earth. The particle has been absorbed by the human body when they breathe. The crystal that emits this particle has been dissolved by the heat of the sun and radiation. The particle has the form of powder, it has become a macroscopic particle. After it was dissolved, the particle have been carried away by the wind. That's why the particle can infect humans that fast. Every time we breathe, the particle goes into our body. Our earth already contaminated by this new particle, the air that we breathe have this particle, but even with only we breathe... can a human really change that fast? It is because of climate change? This particle is already breaking the common sense of this world. Since the first time the meteorite fall on our planet, the world has already changed. I test the crystal on the blood since our blood was the one who gets infected really fast. At first, there is no reaction in it, but the particle that emits, from the crystals has been absorbed by the blood. 2 days, I test the crystal, and the crystal was gone. It was dissolved by the blood. From here, I know that this crystal is not only dissolved by the heat and radiation, but it can also be dissolved by anything that has a mass. to simplify the particle was easy to dissolve by anything. the macroscopic particle that we breathe it's already spreading in our body
3 years already.
I believe all the people in the world have been infected by this particle. since it was brought by the wind. The people in our village, that are infected by this particle that we call element phenomena already can control their power. It looks like to control this power, you must have a focus on the power you want to use. And then, with your imagination, you can create something from nothing. The power depends on how someone focuses on something he wants to create. For example, if someone wants to make a cube of ice. Then, he must have imagined the components of the ice. And what thing you want to infuse with your imagination. Not all people can use it perfectly, at this stage. I can never find the reason why the particle makes it into the body of a living being. Or how can the particle make someone's imagination became a reality. People always mistake that this power is the one who comes out from a strong imagination. But it's wrong, the one who makes it strong is the focus of someone who controls the phenomena. The strong focus of someone, the more strong phenomena they build, and the more imagination they have. The imagination is just number 3 in the most important thing to control the element phenomena if I'm not wrong.
For 5 years, I search the answer to how can human evolve so fast. in the middle of my research, I finally found the answer to why Albert, Red, and Ying Yang are still alive. It was because the three of them constantly eat debris of the crystal around the island. The crystal in their body becomes a lump of mass and becomes the core. You can say that core is changed their heart function. I find not only the people who change, but the animal is also changing. If the animal can change like that. Are humans can change like that too if they eat the crystal? This question has been in my head since I know the three of them eat the crystal debris. But in the end, I never know the answer. I never experimented on it. I never use a human experiment to know the answer since it was dangerous. There is a difference in the life span of animals and humans. Maybe that's why the animals change so fast more than humans.
130 years of I research.
I still doing research and already find out another reason why all living being evolves so fast. It was strange how can I still alive for this long? I found another thing about crystal. The crystal always eats the radiation of nuclear war. The crystal absorbs all the radiation, and Emmit produces their own particle from it. Some of the Crystal is grown on the Earth, taking all the radiation from this Earth. The particle is the one who forces all living beings to evolve, right now maybe I should change the name of the Element particle become Imaginer Particle. why I named it imaginer particle? Because the particle makes your imagination real, the imaginer itself means existing only in the imagination. And the particle was the one who makes it happens. Thus I decided to name it imaginer particle.
Some of our people have changed their traits because of this crystal, some of them have a long ear,
some of them have fur on their body,
some of them have a horn on their head or have a wing on their back.
But there are still some of them who didn't change the trait-like they do.
I believe the one who changes the trait... is someone who has a dense imaginer particle in their body. It has been proved by my research of the three of them. (Red, Ying yang, and Albert.)
I use the Imaginer Particle. Try to open the barrier that surrounds Galen, but it still can't be destroyed. the barrier that protects Galen is something the same as Imaginer Particle. Thus the barrier can be forced to be destroyed. It was only my assumption that Galen was in deep meditation because of this barrier. Though that was only my assumption. But I afraid of the side effect when I destroyed it. I afraid some side effects will only affect Galen or something bad will happen for him. I predict, in the future the particle that surrounds Galen will vanish, and the Imaginer Particle will become one with him, not only him but all people in this world. When he wakes up, all people will already evolve to a greater being. right now, all living beings on the earth have just adapted temporarily to climate change.
"Imaginer Particle is the "Particle Of Will" particle that makes imagination real, but this particle destroyed the common sense of this planet. And makes the planet adjust to the will of the one who uses the particle. the particle was too dangerous, but we can only live with it for the rest of our life because the earth itself is already changed."
this is the last conclusion Andrian said in his book.