"Hmm. That Arlie chick, she's your girlfriend right?" She suddenly asked as she got closer to me.
"Yeah. That's right." I responded.
"Do you... really need her? I mean... I bet I could do everything she can." She said. "And way more at that too! Please? I'll give you a pleasure you've never felt." She whispered in my ear.
I hesitated and stared at her. I didn't know what to think.
"Well... even if you do need her... I'm fine with being your second." She said as she was now faced to face with me. "I... want you Mila. I really, really, want you." She kissed me. My mind went blank, and I didn't fight her kiss, instead, I kissed her back, which surprised her.
Her eyes brightened. "Can I take this as an advance on me?" She said passionately. I silently sat there.
"I'll take that as a yes." She said as she kissed me again. "Gah!!! I wanna take you home with me!!!" She said.
"Oh? Why don't you?" I responded.
"What? Are... are you serious Mila? You know what that means right?"
"Yeah. I mean, it's not every day a beautifully sexy woman asks you to spend the night."
"Huh? I'm... I'm what?"
"You're sexy Shula... I've always thought so." I said as I kissed her again. I knew what this was... my old feeling for her came back. My first love, who I thought was dead for four years is right in front of my eyes. I knew what I was doing. To be honest, deep down, I always wanted this. Shula... I've never ever forgotten her. I'm sorry Arlie... I, I can't help myself. I thought to myself.
Shula grabbed my hand and we went to her house.
"Mila... I'll take a shower first okay?" She said excitedly. OHMIGOD!!! FINALLY!!! IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING!!! You have no idea how long I've waited for this!! MILA IS FINALLY MINE!!!! She thought as she jumped in the shower.
I sat on her bed and looked around. So this is her room huh? Haha. It's just what I thought it'd be like... plain. It's so plain.
"Ok. I'm coming out now!" Shula said. She came out with nothing but a towel wrapped around her. I was awestruck. I couldn't believe how beautiful she was... it was like... she was illuminating in the darkness. I couldn't help but stare at her.
"Hey! Don't stare too much! It's embarrassing!" She said. I jumped up and hugged her instantly.
"Huh? Mila, what's wrong?!" She said surprised.
"I... I..."
"Shhh! Don't worry... you don't need to force yourself to say anything." She said as she tilted my chin up and kissed me. She knew what I wanted to say. Or rather... she knew I was torn. She knew... that I loved her and Arlie.
"I told you earlier but, I don't care if you love Arlie more than me. I just want you to love me too."
As soon as she said that, I couldn't stop myself.
"I... I do. I do love you, Shula. I have for a while now. I wasn't in love with love... I was in love you, Shula."
Shula stared at me, eyes wide and with tears forming.
I... this is wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. I have Arlie... but... I can't help myself. I kissed her again, then she pulled me to the bed. She sat on top of me while I laid there, she then kissed me and we started to make out.
I've wanted this for so long, but... this... this feels wrong. She thought. She got off me and stood there. "Mila... I know I invited you... but... I can't do this. You have Arlie, and I don't want to mess that up." She said regretfully. I know this may be my only chance... but... that Arlie chick is a good woman. I won't mess them up... yet. Damn. I've gone soft, haven't I? Well... least I know I love him. That won't change. I'll confront Arlie individually when the time comes.
"Well... maybe not yet anyway." She said.
"No. I understand... um... I'll uh, I'll head home."
"Wait! I never said you had to leave. I just won't go all the way with you yet. No one said we couldn't do other things... right?" She said seductively. I gave in and pounced on her. I didn't care if this was wrong anymore.