LIRA'S POV
I blinked a few times, trying to keep my eyes open. Its been like that for the past few days. Just when I thought I'd open my eyes, sleep just takes over me.
I knew I was being drugged, possibly with heavy drugs to keep me from being conscious. I just couldn't understand why. At times I would here faint voices and when I try to speak or move, they'd inject me with more drugs. I ended up losing track of time because of my never ending doses of drugs.
I missed him terribly. I needed him and the only thing that kept me sane was him, my mate. I felt a pang in my heart at the thought of him. How his fingers would comb his black raven hair when frustrated. How his peach full lips would smile revealing his straight ebite teeth. How his beautiful blue-grey eyes would twinkle everytime he made me blush. How his strong body would engulf mine in his warmth..how his voice..is deep voice always seemed to soothe me..I miss him so much..
I could feel my heart breaking. I couldn't even feel his emotions because of what they kept injecting me with. My body felt weak and tired. I probably looked like a walking corpse but I didn't care. Okay Lira, you need to wake up..just open your eyes..I gave muself a pep talk. My eyes snapped open.
I was met with a white ceiling. I frowned, expectong to be in some sort of a cell but boy was I wrong. Lifting up my head, I was met with a beautiful white room. I sat up and glanced on my body. I was wearing a blue tshirt. Killian always wore black or gret tshirts...I whimpered at the thought of my mate.
I got off the bed, making my way to the window. I pulled the curtain and was met with a beautiful view of the green ocean..what is going on? Where am I?
"You're finally awake" I blinked a few times, tring to remember where I I'd heard the voice from. I turned, facing the dark figure which now stood at the door. I backed away, not liking the predatory steps he was taking towards me. The light from the sun hit his face and I gasped..how did he..why was he even here?
I was too shocked to even process what was happening. Luke was standing infront of me, grinning like he'd just won his prize. I refrained from hugging him. A gut twisting feeling just held my ground. I couldn't bring myself to move or say something.
"Yo..you?..what are you doing here?". The smirk on his face was enough to make me shake in my boots..
"How did you find me Luke? Why did you bring me here?"
"I..I took you from him Lira. I saved you from that animal! You were not safe with him and I just couldn't bare you getting hurt.." I shook my head, frowning at his words.
"Who did you take me from? What is going on Luke?..I was.." my eyes widened..Oh my god, Jacob..no..is he..no.. I felt tears sliding down my cheeks. This was my fault. He..If I didn't insist on meeting Mark then he'd be safe..I'd be safe with Killian..I'm so sorry Killian.. I couldn't hold back the sobs that escaped through my mouth.
"NO! No..don't cry" His voice was anything but soothing. He strutted towards me and I unconsciously flinched away from him. The sudden memory from the dream made its way towards my brain.
The young boy, with black raven hair and exotic blue-grey eyes being pulled away from the scene by a blonde haired woman. Before she could get him inside the huge castle, an arrow flew from behind and went into the back of her waist. She sputtered blood and fell to her knees. The little boy screamed at his mother to get up. He pleaded but only to be dragged away and howled to a warewolf's back. He screamed in horror as a man plunged a knife into her neck.
My eyes widened at the recognition...Brown eyes staring staight at me. A devious smirk lingered on his lips..His face..he looked like..It can't be.
My eyes snapped open. I stared at him in horror, still in shock of what I'd just discovered. He killed Killian's mother.
I blinked a few times, him..ITS HIM!...He i..
"You're him aren't you? You're Blackblood!" He grinned mischievously,
"Don't worry love, we're finally together again. No one will ever take you away from me again".
"NO! I'M NOT GOING TO STAY WITH YOU.." I screamed my lungs out. He growled and punched the wall next to my face.
"You..you don't understand Lira...I love you. I always have and you belong to me."
"No...I don't. I don't love you. I've never had and never will love you.. I don't belong with you..I belong to Killian not you!"
"SHUT UP!..SHUT THE FUCK UP! Dont you see.. he'll kill you, he's just using you..you're nothing to him". I shook my head. He's clearly crazy if he thinks Killian would ever hurt me.
"He would rather die than lay a harmful hand on me Luke." He chuckled making me frown in the process. His eyes flashed to my neck, taking in Killian's mark.
"He has you under his spell doesn't he?. Thats okay, you'll soon realize that he never loved you and that I am the love of your life, not him". My face heated in anger and all I could see was red..How dare he insult our bond like that...
"You don't know him..He's a million times better than you. You're a monster Luke. Wha..what you did and still do to those innocent people..." I
"Do you actually think you saved me?.. you took me away from him. He has done nothing but love me, care for me and respect me. He makes me happy, can't you see that?"
"You're only saying that because you have been bitten by him. He bit you Lira..what more proof do you actually need to see that he's an animal?". I chuckled darkly. He didn't even think about the lives he took. The families he destroyed.
"You..you're a monster Luke. You killed his mother, his friends, his people. You kill innocent people, children dammit..young and innocent children and you still think he's the animal here? You're clearly delusional if you think I'll ever be in love with you." He scowled and turned around.
"Monster? I'm the monster? Clearly you've been too blinded by that filthy creature to even realize the beast within. Do you think they are innocent? Those things grow up to be monsters. They pose a threat to our kin.."
"So just because they are different from us means they are a threat? Are you fucking serious right now? A lot of those wolves are better than those humans who murder, rape and torture people" He snickered and turned to face me again. His face was red from anger but I didn't care.
"You're an excuse of a person Luke. You and your bloody Nolcans are nothing but cold blooded killers. You don't care about the lives you destroy, the families you break and the innocent you murder. You are just monsters in the bodies of humans". I growled at me and I couldn't stop my fist that flew straight to his face.
I punched his jaw, pushing him away from me. I darted for the door only to be held by a fuming Luke. He pulled my arm tugging me to him. I screamed, clawed and kicked, hoping to get away from him. I felt a sting on my left arm and instantly felt weak.
"He..He's going to find me..and wh..en he does..he'll kill you". He stiffened at my words.
"Let him try! No one will take you away from me Lira..you're mine and I'll keep you safe.."
I shook my head,fighting to stay awake,
"Killian please..I need you"