Their weddings was everything termed beautiful. The pure joy undiluted affection could be seen and felt by all.
I fell in love with their love hence why it hurts so much, so much to see Blake unable to recognise the existence which brought him so much love and happiness but instead one that made him doubt himself and lived in pain.
Disappointment!
That was exactly what I was feeling but it wasn't directed towards Blake but at myself..
You know the feeling of been useless! That was what I felt. Blake been in this was my fault! him not able to watch his first fruit come into the world was my fault! Paisley going through all this phase was my fault!
"I should have just gone for the meeting when he asked" I said to Mason, a friend I had made while Blake was still unconscious
"And you think he would be happy seeing you in his place especially when he knew he made you travel?" There was a hint of anger in his voice as he said those words
