How the oil and water become one?
How come love and hatred collide?
Chen Xi Wang
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I promised to myself not think about the past anymore. I have to make a decision. Even, I didn't understand why I have to be here because no one could explain it to me. To be honest, I wasn't used to with this body even, I know the purple haze always told me that I come back in my own body.
I have looked around while let Xiao He and Xiao Qian made a decision. I felt like I become weird because I know about the baby in Xiao Qian's womb. I kept thinking about this but I didn't found the answer.
I stopped in front of an ice pond. I didn't see anything except white color and snow while thinking of a woman named Shui Jing. I remember all about her but I did feel nothing. I didn't think that I supposed to be in pain. Am I a human? That question spinning around my mind.