Why is the flower blooming in my heart without me realizing it?
Why do I have to hold this pain even I know the flower will withered?
Chen Xi Wang
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I don't know about this feeling that makes me want to protect her. I never knew if seeing her in this state would give me the great pain like this. Even I couldn't say anything to comfort her or look her straight in the eyes.
Early in the morning I made her a bowl of porridge. She looked so distressed and I was so sad to see her in this state. Even she was not told anything, but I can feel what had happened to her was not easy.
"Let's eat." I said. Oh God! Why do I have to say it? I wanted to slap my mouth but I couldn't move. This situation has become so awkward. Why I have to say something stupid in front of her when I felt so nervous?
