Why is there pain in your eyes?
The agony says that I will never leave you apart.
The water flowing but my heart still stuck at the same spot
Chen Xi Wang
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Chen Xi Wang is laughing but his tears are falling down. I don't understand why the pain just pierce my heart deeply. Why do I have to feel this kind of pain? Why I feel so uncomfortable when I see his face. The unknown emotions that I am not used to. What can I do? Why I have to meet with him. Chen Xi Wang never tells me except the vivid clues that I don't understand. Even Chen Xi Wang wants to kill me but deep inside I know he will never kill me. He will harm me but what is it?
I am so confused because I never felt like this way. I know his palms are still on my neck and ready to garrote me anytime but for an unknown reason, I grab his wrist. I don't care if he really kills me.
I am ready.
