The feelings I have may seem meaningless to you
But your opinion means nothing cause I still get to choose
Throw me around in an empty room
And hit me as hard as really you want to
Till you understand that I won't lose
You'll be here for awhile buddy, I hope you don't bruise
Those knuckles of yours from the harsh fumes
That seems to project from my body like perfume
Don't you get it
All this anger inside is starting to consume
The person you may have thought you knew
But you still seem to always choose
To hit me hard then before
There's blood on the ground
But it's not mine
After all the time you've been torturing me
My body has lost any type of blood from all the crying
Maybe when you stop I'll be
A different person
But that's just a dream that will never come true
And still, all you do is throw me around
Against the floor or the wall
It doesn't matter to you as long as I fall
Seems you find joy in ruining my time
You laugh and scream as you tell me to stop trying
I don't know how I've made it this long
When all the good seems to have silenced
Don't seem to realize my whole life is a song
But it wouldn't matter seems you get a high from the violence
The person that I speak
The person right in front of me
Is the person I hate to see
Seems to show up when I least expect
He's the dark side of my life
All the bad memories that I collect
Seems to follow me everywhere
And doesn't think before he projects
His thoughts and feelings that all but show care
All I can do is just keep counting the days
My times growing shorter cause of the fire ablaze
The light that you heard of is starting flicker
Why does seem to flash even quicker
The thoughts you think and wonder
Are the questions that I have to ponder.
As the light fades out and my souls left to wonder.