The feeling inside
The one I can't hide
Seem to always decide
Weither I live or I die
It just seems pointless to try
As I fall asleep while I cry
See this feeling of mine
Likes to eat away at my time
But when I look up at it I go blind
Feels like it made me sign
My whole life away
So I have no say
I have to obey
I can't just run away
See this monster I fight everyday
Loves to always get in my way
Just once I'd like to get away
But I know that i can't
Cause this monster inside me
He's not easy to please
And throws me around as much as he needs
Till I give up and my life has ceased
Wish it were easier to handle these things
But this life I live is controlled by some strings
Like I'm some sort of puppet
As the act goes on I get depressed
It gets to the point it all turns to stress
I feel all these feelings inside of my chest
Yet all these people say that I'm blessed
But you can't see my hurt and my sarrow
I just bottle it up to wait till tomorrow
Casue I don't feel like I want to barrow
The happiness you show without delay
Cause if I did you'd see why I say
I really hate my life today.