Third Person's POV:
Olivia was too lost in her thoughts to notice the grey eyed, plump lips, straight nose guy she has been looking for pass her by.
Maybe she couldn't recognize him well or maybe it was because he was in a base-ball cap but in all ways, she didn't see him.
And yes A saw her, but he wasn't trying to act selfish or cruel in anyway. He's just stuck up in love with his cheating ass girlfriend to consider exploring the feelings he has with another lady which in true words supersede any feelings he has ever had for a girl.
He still felt and could still remember everything that happened that night...
From how he went from the semi-quite guy he is, to a sarcastic and brave guy who had a whole of Olivia Milan in his bed over night.
Yes he did remember, and he would never complain about losing his virginity to Olivia.
He knew from the very beginning that he wanted her; something about her was just drawing him in.
Never would he deny the feelings he had for her that one night but he really can't risk his two years relationship all because of that.
And also, he felt like Olivia doesn't seem like the kind of girl that would want to be seen with him.
But then all the feelings he has been keeping at bay went over the moon when his girlfriend broke up with him so she could stay with the guy she has been sleeping with.
And as if his day hasn't been bad enough, that night, he saw Olivia – whom he had clearly not been stalking – talking to a guy who has grey eyes, plump lips and straight nose like him but is definitely not him.
Which got him thinking,
Why is Olivia in a conversation with a guy that has the same features as him? Is it to lure him out of his hiding place?
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Note: Olivia talked mostly to the readers in this chapter; this is just in case it gets confusing, though I'm hoping it wouldn't...
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I have moved on; yeah don't be surprised, I have moved on just like my friends urged me to.
I've waited for weeks for him to show up but he didn't.
We could be friends only or maybe friends with benefits; I really don't care what form of relationship we have, I just wanted to see him.
So I thought of one thing to lure him out, and that was to not care anymore and as stupid as it sounded even to my ears, it worked.
I started going about my normal routine which is; wake up, eat, go to class, chill with my friends and go to parties with the exemption of getting drunk and having sex and alas here he comes!
"Olivia Milan" Mia shouted my name over the loud music playing pulling me out of my trance
"Girls, I've found him" I said screaming happily over the music
"Who is him?" Ryan asked and I couldn't complain since it's been a while since we talked about him.
"A" I said and they all appeared surprised and well even I am surprised.
Who would've thought we would be meeting again in a party.
This time I would make sure not to lose him.
"Really where?!" Natie screamed excitedly,
She sees this as some mystery thingy so I won't blame her for being so excited.
"Right behind us" I said motioning to our back but the girls gave me an expression that said where?
And turning back to see what was wrong, I saw that he was going out of the house with a girl
"Fuck guys, I need to go now" I said hastily and without waiting for their reply, I set to make my way to him before Natie stopped me.
"I'll follow, so you don't end up like last time" she said with a grin so annoying I wish I could slap it off her face.
"Nope you are not needed" I replied knowing she would be a delay one way or the other.
"Please" she begged while giving me the worst puppy dog eye I have ever seen
"Bitch you know that eyes never works on me so cut it off" I said with a huff and turned to make my exit before she grabs my arm again giving the puppy eye another trial.
It was getting annoying so I just gave in
"Really, just come on" I said knowing that if I don't, she would delay me and I would loose the guy, who was already out of sight.
"I knew you would say yes, whatever way either cutely or annoyingly the stupid eye always works" she told me and I groaned
All I could hope for was that he hasn't left the party yet.
"Whatever let's go you are wasting time!" I literarily screamed
"Hey, calm down" Mia said smiling which got me irritated, they weren't in my shoes so they wouldn't know how I feel.
"Repeat that word again" I said threatening her "and Natie must you really take a drink with you" I said taking note of the fact that we had already taking a little over too much.
"Yeah, it would look like we are cruising before we approached him" she said giggling while I rolled my eyes at her half drunken state
"Well we were" I said and dragged her off with me
"Be careful, and come back ASAP" Mia said while Ryan was busy getting drunk.
I was running high on adrenaline and I was happy to see that he was still around though he was already getting closer to the park.
I quickly made my way towards him and when I caught up with him, I tapped his shoulder to get his attention.
"Wow, he is hot, no wonder you wanted another taste of him" Natie whispered into my ears when he turned back to see who wanted his attention which he busy giving the girl with him.
"I don't and we both know it" I lied because truly, I wanted another taste of him.
"Well we both know you do so stop lying" she said giggling and I was scared they could hear what she was saying since we were outside.
"How may I help you?" A said cutting off my smart reply but something seems off.
His eyes, they don't… wait did he just say 'how may I help you?'
"You are A right?" I asked
"Hmm, I'm Arden but you can call me A I guess" he said smiling but I get the feeling that he is treating me like a complete stranger.
Is it because of the girl beside him? Wait is that the fucking girlfriend he mentioned to me, the reason he told me to steer clear?
"Okay Arden, looks like you no longer recognize me or maybe it's because you are in front of your girlfriend but Arden dear, please stop acting like I'm a damn stranger" I said jokingly, thinking we could play it off as friends.
There is nothing bad in befriending him right? I could always use that opportunity to have him if I want.
"Sorry miss, but I don't know you" he said and tried to move away with his girlfriend before I dragged him back.
"Really A? Really?" I said raising my voice which immediately called for attention.
I was thinking we could play it off as friends but I guess not, if he's really avoiding me even though I'm right here in front of him then I won't take it.
"Nat leave me the fuck alone" I said pushing her off me when she tried to hold me back
"Arden really" I started,
"You would not have a fucking sex with me and then tell me to back off without telling me anything about you! And you telling me you regret and not regret it, what the hell does that shit even mean!" I screamed
"What the hell woman I don't know you, just stop this shit already!" he said moving a bit closer to me like he wanted to hit me
"He said he doesn't know you just stop this crap already, it isn't funny if that's what you're aiming for." the girlfriend said and that really pissed me off
"Really, you think I'm doing this to humor you guys" I said exasperatedly,
"Well bitch, you've got it all wrong, you see your boyfriend here decided to get even with you by fucking me" I said feeling satisfied with her now sour facial expression,
"You think he doesn't know you've been cheating on him? Well sorry to burst your bubbles but he fucking caught you bitch, a long time ago to be precise but all because of the stupid love he claims he has for you he wouldn't leave you" I said literally spiting on her
"Who the hell is this bitch!" the lady screamed wanting to start a fight with me before Arden dragged her back protectively
"Stop this while I'm being nice okay? I don't know you and I don't want to" Arden said spitefully and hearing that from him makes my heart fall to my stomach
"Yeah, you wouldn't" I breathed "because you didn't want her to know you had a one night stand with me while she was busy fucking another guy but the thing is now she does" I said sadly before I started feeling rage pulsing through my veins.
"And oh, did he loose his virginity to me? Yes he did and he fucking enjoyed it!" I said angrily aiming to frustrate the girlfriend so she could come out and fight me
"Now you are wrong" he scoffed
"I had my first sex in high school and I don't think that was you, was it?" he said with a smirk and that's when my head started turning,
Is he saying the truth? Is he lying?… What the hell? Why is he lying? Was he not a virgin?
"Motherfucker lied in the note he wrote down, how dare you bitch!" I heard Mia scream from the door way
I guess Natie went to call for help when she couldn't hold me back
"Baby…" Ryan said trying to get a hold of me
"Don't touch me, none of you should" I said my voice shaking, what the hell just happened here, what the hell is this...
"You lied bitch, you did" Mia said to him in monotone
"I don't even know her" he said again but I didn't have a retort this time, I was too lost in my pain to know what to say
"One more word and I won't hesitate to cut off your dick and shove it up your fucking ass, I promise" Ryan said angrily and we all know that she meant her every word.
"So you lied just so you could get her in bed, what a master piece, now cut the shit and run off with your doll before I descend on you full force" Natie said and heck was it a real threat… yes it was.
I couldn't take it anymore so I started walking away from the scene
"What the…" he started before Ryan cut him off with a kick in the groin repeatedly while Natie and Mia pursued his girlfriend.
Well I guess we still stick together even though right now I'm as sad as shit.
I ran off to my car and zoomed off to nowhere in particular and as cliché as it sounds, it's real.
I am now royally fucked up.
I don't want to believe I'm insane; I don't want to believe that I just lashed out on a completely different person.
'He is the one, he is A, I am more than a 100% sure. He is just lying, he is a lying asshole, he only wants to make me feel stupid and crazy.' I thought trying to pacify myself.
After all I was the one who didn't listen when he said to steer clear but really no one has ever made me feel this humiliated.
Though his eyes look slightly different, like it lacks the light in it, I know he's the one.
But why do I feel hurt like this? Why is his denial hurting me? Why do I feel like I'm crumbling for someone I don't know? For someone who wants nothing to do with me?
Why do I feel like I lost something I never had? Why are my emotions all over the place?
Above all, why am I crying in my car at 1:33 am in the morning packed in a place I don't know?
Why is my heart breaking when I haven't even loved yet? Why is it so painful? Isn't love the only thing according to people that can break your heart like mine is breaking?
OR HAVE I FALLEN IN LOVE WITH A – MY ONE NIGHT STAND – WHO CLEARLY DOESN'T WANT ME?