"To be honest Jenny I really don't talk about my job at all. I keep my personal life as far away from my professional as far as the East is from the West."
"So how do I know David if we get more involved that there will not be any form of bleed over between the two and you snap one day, and I die from lead poisoning or something else?"
"Jenny, I love your openness, that is why I've asked that you meet my mother. I am an only child, you may say I am spoilt, but on the contrary, you remind me so much of my mother."
"Cut the crap David that is a sure sign that you are searching for a mummy and not a woman and a wife."
"No sweetheart I was speaking about how candid you are, that is the same way my mother behaves. If it comes to her head, it is coming out of her mouth."
That can be dangerous and injurious to some persons if you have two women who speak their minds around you David."
"Well Jenny at least you know what they are thinking and would not expect them to have an avalanche of secrets in their closet waiting to bury me."
"You must expect a woman to have some secrets, David. Afterall we would not be women if we allowed our men to know all of our deepest desires. It could be scary if you found out that I was a dominatrix."
"Hah!" David laughed, "that would be the least of the problems, all of us as human entertain a little bit of kinky. You used to have a low-cut hair style, then I've watched you evolve through extensions, now your hair is natural again. I love you just the way you are and will want to be right by your side as you go through another evolution Jenny."
His dark brown eyes sparkled.
Hey David, why are you sounding so romantic suddenly? Didn't we agree to take it slow and see where we go from here."
"Jenny, I have tasted what I like and little by little my walls have been falling to allow you to slowly conquer my mind and heart. What happened between us was just the appetizer and I've been patiently waiting until the right time for the main course. However, there are certain things that must be in place before I determine the menu."
"What are you talking about David? If I'm correct you are talking about a long-term commitment and a ring, right?"
Excitedly she watched David's face for the answer she expected from his lips.
"Ah no Jenny, it's too early for that but we must be committed to each other before we think about a long-term arrangement."
We had sex already David doesn't that mean we are committed to each other?"
"No Jenny it just meant we had sex and good sex too, but it does not mean I am ready to be a husband. In this day and age if I was to use sex to determine commitment, I believe most men would be like Solomon with hundreds of concubines. Therefore, I don't think that sex alone should be used as a yard stick to determine the future. There should be a connection."
Her heart sank.
"That is why you're still single at thirty you son of a bitch. You're nothing but a womaniser, hunting sex and then telling the girl that you don't have a connection with them after you have had your fill of them."
"I'm extremely disappointed, Jenny, with that statement. We only had sex once in six months and that was on our first date? I have been patient,spending what I think is quality time with you and here you go accusing me of being a womaniser and pirate of private parts. Where did that come from Jenny? We were just having a decent conversation about me and my process, then filth just started to spew from your mouth."
"I am sorry David, I just think you are the one that is talking crap. When people have sex, it means that there is a connection between them. We have been spending time together, getting to know each other and dating regularly. I am confused and lost David."
"Jenny, I feel like life is closing in on me from all sides. I need more time to feel my way through this."
"Fuck that! You are a pussy, all tough and rough on the outside, the gold teeth and muscular shell was just deception David?"
"No Jenny it's nothing like that I like you a whole lot but how do I know if I am ready for what you are thinking that I was about to ask. I've been doing some research and something about your story just does no add up Jenny. I have been watching you for months, I remember that you had a little blue Suzuki car and after a couple months you upgraded to your HRV. I've never heard you speak or ask about making a loan payment or asking for help with any bills or to pay rent. The typical woman I know always needs something."
"You fucking piece of shit don't you realise that I work hard and I am very independent. I am not the typical woman David. You could have asked instead of skulking around trying to find dirt to determine if you should just run away. You are stressing me about money and wondering why I don't ask. A real woman does not ask for money. A man must know his responsibility to provide for his woman. Besides a woman's age and her finances are her personal business. If I had a secret benefactor, I would not tell you that I have a sugar daddy that bought me my car and house."
"Ok I am sorry. Maybe I did not say it right, I wanted to open a joint account so that we could start saving for a house together. I would like us to have certain things in place before moving to the next phase and went about it all wrong. I'm sorry Jenny. I think it's my training and being a natural sceptic got the better of me."
"I thought you said there are no bleed over's David. I need time and space to think about all that you just said. Your thought process seems to be coming from the right place, but you have something really fucking up how it comes out. I am seeing a different side of you right now and I am going to have to evaluate everything that has happened between us. I thought this would have been a relatively easy. Guy likes girl and makes a move; girl feigns disinterest at first to let him try harder just to see if he was really interested.
Then she gives him a little taste of the good life and then they settle down and build a life together. Instead, you go trying to pry into my past and my personal business. I am seriously wondering if I can really trust you, David. Everything was going good and just when I thought that you would be thinking about committing to me you are talking about a bank account and wanting to work towards buying a house. I already own a house, David. I want more than just physical stuff. I want real love, romance and the feelings that I see girls get in the movies. My life can't just be about things I can touch.
I want the soft gooey feeling in my chest and the warmth that radiates through my face that makes my cheeks turn apple red. That is what I need. Not someone that is a sceptic who wants to know my business before he allows me into his bed. Ok maybe I had it wrong, and should not have allowed you to screw me on our first date, but I thought why wait I wanted it and you were up for it so I said why not and my pussy needed the release anyway."
"Jenny, shit you are a cold woman that has been trapped in a fairy tale world. Hopeless and romantic, but I live in the real world were women hunt cock and a one-night stand is just that, physical gratification. However, I have developed real feelings for you and because I was brought up in a world where the man is the shield and provider, I was reaching out to you, but it seems we are on two different wave lengths."
As they were having their heated conversation, David had been skilfully manoeuvring through traffic, and on his last words he pulled up in front of Jenny's house.
"I must be fucking salt or is this bad luck?" Jenny asked as she opened the car door and slammed it as hard as she could and walked up the driveway to her house. She did not even look back to see if the X5 was still parked when she closed the door that Creston had selected for his house and leaned her back against it.
Shit I need a stiff drink and a stiff cock, this fucking drought is killing me. Six fucking months and not even a kiss, he must be a damn faggot. No way he could have not wanted all of this after he got such an appetiser."
She looked around despondently as she asked the empty room, "Where are you Creston?"