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Chapter 3 - She is Here

Your pov

Your eyes began to hurt as you looked at the same drawing for the last 30 minutes nothing had changed except your physical state. Namjoon had long gone to sleep. More like Wendy came and got him to go to sleep. She also told you to go to bed but she knew that wasn't happening. You closed your eyes and debated if you should go to sleep or not.

wolf: you fixed all that you could you know

you: yeah I do but something is keeping me from giving up what is it

You took deep breaths in and out but then a smell lingered into your nose causing it to twitch. Why had you not smelled it earlier It smelled like

You: cotton honeycomb mixed with fresh pine

You inhaled deeper the smell causing you to relax. If this scent is here it means it was carried here by tae… meaning that he was the wolf from the field. making sense because they were planning on making that training center so they were scoping it out… that means it belongs to someone around him.

You: who could it have been…

Wolf: you could always ask him

You: he may not smell it the same way i describe it so it would just cause confusion you know wolves don't always smell each other the same. especially if you have been around them enough

Wolf: then who could it be

You: the alpha, delta… who else am i usually around

Wolf: medical staff

You: that's for hobbie though… at work who is am i usually around

Wolf: just the alpha, delta, and Luna…. But it could be who he eats with. Your pack all eats together could be the same for them

You: he would have to sit close to that person. Like right next to him for it to stick to him

Wolf: it's possible

You; your right… but i sit next to namjoon and suga. That means its the alpha or delta

wolf: you sit next to namjoon cause your his sister

you: before I got this poisiton I sat next to Jhope

wolf: right suga and wendy sat next to namjoon. so actually it would be either the delta or someone else

you: the delta or someone equally as close to Tae

wolf: that is right are detective skills are amazing don't you think

you: At times yes... But this really shouldn't matter. its just a smell I will never meet

You took another whiff of the scent and it made you feel calm but at the same time quickened your heart. You smiled and took one last sniff before heading to your room when you laid in bed you were out in seconds. The next morning you woke early by a knocking. you groaned making the knocking louder until they were banging on the door

You: what, what do you want

you cried pulling your pillow over your ears

Wendy: get up breakfast

You: i am not hungry

Wendy: the one day you are here for breakfast your not hungry

she sounded flabbergasted

You: i'm not

Wendy: then get up and you can look at us eat

You: no

She opened the door

Wendy: oh my god girl

She yelled making you shoot up in a panic

You: what what is it

You got on guard to protect her

Wendy: it smells like outside in here

She waved her hand in front of her nose. You glared at her calming back down and laying back down

You: i like the smell

Wendy: it's dirty

You heard shuffling and then a window open. You quickly sat up

You: what are you doing

Wendy: airing this room out before it is permanently embedded into the walls and floor

You: can you mother someone else

Wendy: you are a big enough child. i have no time for anyone else

You: i won't be here forever

Wendy: then i will have kids of my own… even better hurry up and find your mate my family can't wait any longer

You: fine after a nap i will get right on that

You laid back down but she grabbed your blanket pulling it off

Wendy: your wearing the same outfit from yesterday

You: i worked late

she sighed

Wendy: shower change and then join the pack for breakfast

You: fine

Wendy: now

You: i said fine

She shut the door. You rolled your eyes getting up

You: i don't actually have to shower and change

Wendy: yes you do

She yelled.

You: okay mother

Wendy: more like it

You walked to your closet ready to grab sweats and another t-shirt but you hand skimmed over something catching your eye and you pulled it out.

You: when did i get this

Wolf: that wasn't in here yesterday was it

You: you are about as helpful as i am

Wolf: you made me this way

You: no you made me this way. What wolf is as laid back as you

Wolf: when i have a human that knows everything i am pretty much useless

you rolled your eyes at how dramatic she was being

You: i don't know everything

Wolf: yeah sure you don't

You: I don't. I know nothing about mates

Wolf: your right but that means i am useless besides finding your mate

You: speaking of which

Wolf: you would know if we found him but you don't go anywhere so how are we supposed to do that

she had a point

you: i am just saying how would I know in case you know I happen to cross a border

she sighed knowing that would never happen

you: or while at the knew training ground my mate just so happens to be there working out

she thought to herself. and I guess it sounded more believable

wolf: It will be like a rush of emotions

You: but what if i don't get that rush

Wolf: Its not possible but the first sign is his smell it would be your favorite things, then his presence will freeze you and draw you straight to him, and then you will go into a rut almost immediately

You: a what

Wolf: each rank of wolf goes through something different when finding their mate. An omega nothing really happens they are the lucky ones, beta they go into heat within 24 hours, but an alpha goes into a rut.

that still didn't explain anything

wolf: is you would let me finish. When you find him something triggers in your body almost like a heat but worse

You: worse than a heat. What can be worse than a heat i suffer those almost every month and feel like I am dying. I am literally ready to rip out my-

Wolf: a rut is 2 times as painful and happens almost immediately. As soon as you recognize him as your mate. Your body craves him to be fulfilled by him and it will only get worse until you have him

You: so an immediate heat that is more painful then anything I have ever experienced. they didn't have to give it a different name.

Wolf: yes they did because even if you have him it doesn't go away

You: what

Wolf: yes even if you have been claimed and marked it doesn't go away. It will come back every now again for a week so you can't leave each other's side for that week. And you can't be around anyone else

You: so i am trapped with my mate for a week after meeting him to fulfill my bodies wish to mate

Wolf: not just mate but be claimed it's different from sex

everything for an alpha is just so much worse is it

You: how so

Wolf: you will feel it

You: how do you know

Wolf: I just do.

You: okay so I am claimed every time it comes up. I can just mind-link him to find me when it happens

Wolf: no cause he won't leave your side

You: what

Wolf: He can't, he becomes possessive. While you're in this state his wolf goes on hyper-drive more testosterone. His need to protect you and please you taking over. If anyone gets near you guy or girl mated or not he would kill them that's why you have to be away from everyone

You: that sounds fake. What if my mate is an omega he still feels that

Wolf: yes

You almost laughed at the thought of an omega in hyper-drive

You: he doesn't have the rank or strength for that

Wolf: doesn't matter the need and wolf takes over

You: so some hyper-drive sex beast with clingy problems will act as a body guard for a week

Wolf: essentially

You: namjoon didn't have to go through this

Wolf: wendy is a beta… you don't have any alpha females in your pack besides you.

She is right I am the only alpha female

You: why was i cursed this way

Wolf: you should be happy

You: that i am destined to feel pain worse than any other female with a clingy man who will kill any wolf that looks my way. I hate clingy and protective

Wolf: when your in this stage you are gonna beg him not to leave you

You: do you know me when have i ever begged for attention

wolf: you will wait and see

you: yeah we will see

You grabbed the outfit without thinking, got dressed and headed to the pack dining hall. You said good morning to the people you passed and took your seat next namjoon

Wendy: y/n you look amazing

you saw her staring at you across from namjoon

You: it's what i usually wear

Namjoon: i have never seen you dressed like that

You looked down confused. You were wearing a crop top shorts and a plaid shirt tied around your waist.

You: i don't remember putting this on

You were so confused. what the hell is this

Wendy: it looks nice. Almost like something from my closet

You: i was talking to… lavender while getting dressed i must have spaced and put it on… i will change later

Lavender is what you call your wolf

Wendy: why you never get all dressed up well not even that you're always in sweats and a very loose t shirt. This is a sign you should dress up more often cause you look good

You: you put it in my closet didn't you

Wendy: what no… but if i did I picked out the right outfit. A simple sexy. It is perfect for you

you glared at her knowing she did it

You: i am changing

You get up

Namjoon: later we are starting

He pulled you back in your seat. Either way you look at it it's suspicious

Wolf: i didn't make you wear it

i know but it doesn't explain how it ended up on us. I pay attention to how I dress

Wolf: maybe but you were spacing out it explains a lot

you: even when I space out i am conscious about what I am doing

wolf: and its possible it wan't even wnedy that left it

you: what do you mean

wolf: you saw how she freaked out at the smell if it was her it most definetly would smell like flowers in are room

you: your right so it wasn't even her... then who

wolf: namjoon

you looked at him as he talked with his mate

you: when would he have time to do it. Between wendy and pack work

Wolf: when you go on runs… in the morning even yesterday he said he was in your room

He wouldn't say that because it would make him the first suspect and where would he get it… why would he put it in there. There was no guarantee that i would even wear it

Wolf: you are wearing it now

Because i was talking to you and was in a rush getting dressed

Wolf: i still say namjoon no matter what

It doesn't matter no harm was done. I will just change… breakfast lasted longer than expected and most mornings. You tried getting up to go but they made you sit there some way or another. By time it was over and you were getting ready to leave Namjoon called you into his office. You quickly followed behind him.

You: what do you need i don't have much time and i still have to change

Namjoon: we are waiting for one more person

You: fine

You sat on the couch talking to him about new additions you made for the training ground after he left last night. It was taking forever. Soon you heard a knock

Namjoon: enter

In walked suga

You: we waited for him. The turtle

Suga: I didn't have to come

You: why is he here

Namjoon: rogue season

You: not for another month

you were confused

Namjoon: started yesterday

You: what

Namjoon: i just got word this morning. The caribou have started migration early and the rogues have followed. A few have already settled down by the caves

You: the caves are to the west not in are territory we are fine

Namjoon: they can move into area territory. I have sent orders to the guards about patrolling the borders. And i have told the people to start rogue season protocol

You: then we are all good i can go

Namjoon: no. It means no late night runs at all.

you: i promised to bring a guard what do you mean none at all

namjoon: If you get jumped a guard isn't gonna be enough

you: so I will bring two namjoon

namjoon: I am serious y/n I don't want you out at night. it is part of the protocol no one out after the sun starts to set

you: but that isn't fair

namjoon: y/n

he yelled making you stop. he never yells. there is no way I am getting my way with this.

You: fine. I wont go out at night training anymore

he nodded.

Namjoon: me and suga will be going to the meeting as well

Suga: we are

You: you are

You were shocked

Namjoon: for protection and to oversee this for myself. Just to clear away any doubts at all. But mostly for your protection

You: I don't need your protection and I didn't tell tae i was bringing another person let alone two.

Namjoon: if beta taehyung's alpha is smart he will be bringing someone as well or should come himself that's what any good alpha would do

you: yeah but if he doesn't it could seem shady

namjoon: then we will explain why the alpha is here at the deal that he has to sign off on right

You: what about wendy she already hates being away from you and that's when your in the pack house in your office. you were already gone all yesterday. How does she feel about this

Namjoon: i talked to her last night. She is fine with it and she agrees since it is rogue season you need protection

You: fine but suga really he is the opposite of the message you want peace and cooperation

Namjoon: He is my delta. I am going anywhere away from the pack into risky territory. Of course I am gonna have him. I should bring more but the alpha, delta, and beta sends a good enough message that we are serious about this project. You wanted me to be serious did you not

you: I did but suga

Suga: Can't have alpha getting hurt

You glared at him

You: kiss ass

Suga: alpha princess

You: you think that is a insult but it's not

Suga: i know let's get going

You: now

Namjoon: if we don't leave now we will be late

He began packing papers in a bag

You: we have time you are not that slow of a runner

Namjoon: we are going as humans

You: but that puts us in danger if there are rogues in the area

Namjoon: or draws them out to be sure. See with my own eyes. And with your heightened senses and shift time you could easily protect yourself. Also why suga is going. I wouldn't bring him if I was thinking of running there wolf form. Cuts out the changing time which is just awkward.

You: fine let me change and we can go

Suga: no time let's go

He started leaving. Namjoon followed after him. I really don't want to go into this but what choice do I have.

Jimin pov

I woke early, unable to sleep today is the day I get to see her. My heart pounded. What would she be like, what rank would she be, how cute would she look, and would i have to worry… I barely made it through breakfast.

Taehyung: me and jungkook are leaving

I prepared myself

Jimin: i changed my mind i will be coming as well

Taehyung: aren't you busy today

I hadn't really been to sleep yet working on things so i could go without worrying about the pack

Jimin: all caught up

taehyung: that must have taken all night

Jimin: nope

I lied

Taehyung: okay well let's go

I met them downstairs

Jungkook: we figured it would be better if we walked in are human form that's why we are leaving so early

Jimin: okay if you think that is best

I followed after them shaking. my heart going crazy and my mind swirling with questions. By time we got to the field i had just about talked myself out of this

Wolf: it's our mate what is there to be scared of

What if she doesn't like us

Wolf: like i said our mate. We are made for each other. And the only reason for her to turn you down is her pack but we are less than 2 hours from them in human form and 40 minutes in wolf

I know that but. She doesn't like me. What if she thinks we're ugly or short, that I can't run my pack, that we are asking them for help, that we are weak… no i have to leave. Just as i was about to turn

Taehyung: she is here with the delta and someone else

I looked and she was walking out of the woods and to the field